I haven't the access to videos or radios on my computer due to spending money on an apartment and such.  So I say that I am not equpped with all the latest in gadgets etc...nor do I have cable.  I do have many people who have interacted with me however brief or length of the stay, I am rich because of these relationships.  Being  wealthy in experience and even in my dream state I am visited by relatives and various beings that are currently living.   Those who have moved on only have a change of energy, its that simple.  Emotions are what engages us and its such a beautiful gift.  Our missions are each unique to us.  Unless we rev our engines we will not know what it is we are doing here.  Truth is you may love cutting hair but it may not be your mission and instead become your hobby.   There is never failure in anything you do just a deeper truth, keep venturing onward.  Step into action and walk your path it doesn't matter which direction, what matters is that in honor, you continue to be enlightened.