PERSONAL UPDATE: STILLNESSLit Corner | April 26, 2012 | 07:51
25 April 2012
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presently I am writing less as you have probably noticed. Time stands still and I seem to exist in this vast silence where no talking occurs and no world appears other than the one of immediate daily necessities.
When I look deeper into this silence which is just a state of being, I discover it in all the objects around me, they all are silent and just are.
Thoughts and even emotions (not feeling, feeling coincides with the stillness) are just occurring, when they occur, as automated mechanisms of the body-mind. For sure they do not have a substantial and true existence. They just occur as a kind of noise.
It seems I exists in this very dense bubble of stillness into which no chatter enters and into which also no message from other realms is coming through. The world holds its breath.
We are not the body, it is our instrument to know creation, and even the paper staple on my desk, reminder of a heavy world out there, demonstrates merely presence, and what is printed on the surface of the sheets seems to be an unnecessary disturbance in this sea of stillness and just the expression of the trial to achieve something.
But in truth, nothing has been ever "achieved" here. It is all a mere motion, like ripples in the ocean, they do not have a goal and destiny in themselves, they just happen.
This silence that abides me, or call it the mere presence of existence, has a tangible "density" and power of materialization. It is a void while things appear to be merely on its surface. Like in a centrifuge.
There is a radiance with it also, very subtle in its shine, like silk, and it permeates the body. So the shine and the stillness are going together: a shining stillness. That is what is transforming the body and is altering our consciousness.
And indeed it is not separate from anything or anybody, and not even from our Earth Mother Gaia, it is Her very state as well, as we go together through this transformation. Deeply rooted with our body in Her and being One with Her Christed Heart.
We all share this if we are willing and ready to share. We all are part of this stillness and this shining essence, we are not separate from it and not separate from one another.
Although we might "think" it separate. But that is the thinking part. Remember: we become what we are meditating on. So if you think you are separate, assume with no doubt and explore deeply the truth of non-separation. First the mind must agree and then the feeling kicks in. Non-separation can only be felt.
Feeling is the foremost quality of the human being, and emotion is the more denser part of it. But when we clear the density of what is called the "lower emotions", free feeling remains, and it is unobstructed. But even if emotions arise, deep down free feeling ALWAYS exists.
Try it. You can reduce any emotion to free feeling, because it is the root of emotion.
It is the feeling which makes us spiritual beings, and by feeling Divinity, our own Divinity and the Divinity in which we are all arising, the Conscious Source Light, we ultimately become what we meditate on or become one with the object of our feeling-awareness.
This free feeling is the Love we all share, which is not a sentimental entity and no object to us or a "product" of something. It is inherent being-ness. Without a thought.
Love that we create with the power of thought, is made of emotion and thought: it is senti-mental!
I had no intention to make this into an essay or produce a certain message. What I wrote emerged out of the silence, somehow by itself, without a plan or concept.
Should I say: enjoy the journey?
I am not sure. This silence does not know any journey, it is motionless, and in it even the journey appears to be an illusion.
So I better conclude with: BE HAPPY, dearest friends, ENJOY you Being-ness, be encouraged to let go all the un-necessary by-products of your own true and Divine Essence!
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