Remember in the movie “Papillon” (if you don’t remember this movie or it was before your time, google it and watch it. Its great!) when Steve McQueen had to go into solitary confinement (no! not that time in “The Great Escape”) on Devils Island and another prisoner stuck his head out of a hole in his cell door and said “how do I look”?  Well that’s the way I feel with all of these energy portals we’ve been going through, from the perspective of the prisoner, Steve Mcqueen, and the person watching the movie! All at the same time! Think about it. You feel like this too. Yes?

Passing through energy portals or gateways with numerical designations was popularized by Solara and the first 11:11 gateway 20 years ago. Now I’m not saying she invented the idea of passing through portals because that is as old as well….birth. I’m saying she “popularized” designating a particular portal focused in time and space, naming it,  preparing to pass through that portal, passing through the portal, then noticing what has changed (in other words “how do I look”?).… Read the rest

Growing up I loved Thanksgiving, because we got to have a huge meal and usually had guests over in addition to our family of seven. We ate in the formal dinning room. (The rest of the year we ate in the kitchen dinning area, because my father claimed we were plebeian, not formal). We had turkey and goose (my father thought turkey was too dry) sweet potato casserole, homemade stuffing that the turkey was really stuffed with. Canned cranberry sauce. Pumpkin and apple pie.

But it was really Turkey day, not Thanksgiving because we never gave thanks for anything. It was more of a harvest celebration than an appreciation of the bounty we were enjoying. We were a Jewish family, but our religious observance  was relegated to weekend temple attendance by the kids and only high holiday and bar Mitzvah attendance by the adults. So we didn’t pray at home and didn’t say a rote (or even heart centered) prayer of thanksgiving over our food. This in itself became an actual blessing for me because I was not programmed for performing rote actions or programmed to offer obeisance to a beneficent God.… Read the rest

Ooooh its so beautiful outside! The sky is so blue and the color of the leaves against ithe sky is so electric and full of life. The animals are so lively and everything smells so good. Life is grand……….WTF IS HAPPENING TO ME……..HELP!!!!!!!!!!

Feel familiar? Everything is sailing along smoothly, life is wonderful, you are content, and then all of a sudden it all falls apart and you are in some disjointed dream and you don’t know which end is up……………then it all balances out and life is grand again.

Well please get used to it. The next few days and weeks are a roller coaster ride beyond your imagination. And you can experience this as life is grand without the WTF IS HAPPENING!!!! part. If you are reading this, then you are already awake. Because you are awake, you can choose to be conscious of all the energetic changes around you and take action to remain balanced. Literally ground yourself to the earth when necessary. Hug a tree if you are able. By all means, meditate.… Read the rest

Aaawwwww. Isn’t that hummingbird cute! And so joyful! And here comes another one to share the abundance of trumpet vine flowers with its brethren. How sweet! He’s zooming in like a dive bomber yelling “bugety, bugety, bugety”, nearly impaling the other one and literally scaring the crap out of him. Then he hovers in front of my face yelling at me as if I wanted his nectar too.

Now I’m not saying I don’t love these little critters. Especially when they hover near me,  and take their nectar, and look me in the eye, before they buzz away. They do seem to embody joy. And if one is feeling down, it does help to focus on this joy and bring it into one’s heart.

But do you see what is going on here? The hummingbird symbolizes joy to us humans, but it is as much a symbol of competition for resources, and aggressive action to secure them. We just choose to not see this aspect of hummingbird. Third dimensional life involves the experience of duality. If you are here to learn something (and I don’t support the idea that “learning” is your ultimate purpose here), it’s to become adept at existing in the middle ground between positive and negative.… Read the rest

Bed bugs? Ewe! Those @#$#$%*&^ vampire suckers are creations from hell. Hmmm. Is that what the bed bugs think? Or roaches, or ticks, or mice, or deer? Whoa! Wait a minute! Deer? How can I equate deer with those other pests? Why didn’t I include mosquitoes?

These are all manifestations of consciousness. The ewe factor has to do with your judgment of these life forms, which depends on why you created the experience of them in your life and how you dealt with it. For those with food and flower gardens involving a considerable investment in time, effort, and treasure, a cute, gentle deer can be the most vile of pests.

The nature of a third dimensional reality, with fourth dimensional overtones, is to provide you with challenges which stimulate your growth. If you lived in the garden of eden, there would be no impetus for you to expand your consciousness, or have experiences that require you to create. And after all, its all about creation. Pure consciousness is boring!

I believe the reason we have each created our reality as such, is to gain experience to be prepared for our rebirth into creators of our own universe!… Read the rest

HEAR NO EVIL                    SEE NO EVIL             SPEAK NO EVIL

DO NO EVIL

I’m just sayin’…..or not

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Are you still a slave? Be honest now. I’ll help you decide. A slave is a person who is excessively dependent on or controlled by something or someone. So do you worship someone or something? Then, you are a slave! Do you worship something to make sure you will get into heaven? Being in heaven is a state of freedom! So how can you be free if you still worship something.

Worship is the feeling or expression of reverence for a deity. Now that you know, you can stop being a slave to that deity! (You atheists can stop patting yourselves on the back. Money and such is also a deity!) What deity worth their salt would require worship? One that is desirous of taking any energy you possess for themselves? If all that is comes from a divine source, why does that source need your energy? The answer is simple and obvious.  It doesn’t! Wake up for God’s sake! Which God’s sake should you wake up for? YOU!

There! I’ve set you free. But I guess Godhood and freedom take a little getting used to.… Read the rest

We are now seeing those folks who are acting out of service to self and dedication to power and control begin to fall. Some are losing their power and control and money. Others who who refuse to surrender will go to jail. How are you reacting to these occurrences. Are you gloating? Gloat means to contemplate or dwell on one’s success or another’s misfortune with smugness or malignant pleasure.

In a twisted sense, it feels good to gloat. Those guys (and dolls) deserved what they got for doing what they did to us and the planet. Um, don’t they? Really? Do you have the full story of what happened and why they acted as they did? Were you in any way complicit in the drama? Does it serve you in a useful way to give these folks and this crumbling paradigm any focus or energy?

What best serves you now is to act from your heart and integrate the continuing higher light frequencies that are increasingly available to you. Any attention, other than conscious detached observation, that you focus on this old deteriorating paradigm only serves to prolong the process.… Read the rest