October 2010

The Reality Check

Dear Family,

This month and forward we are continuing to be repositioned and shifted so that our energy bodies (and our consciousness) are congruently aligned in the new timeline architecture as well as the “new energy foundation”. As we continually undergo “micro-adjustments” in just about every area of our inner person and lifestyle – we are witnessing more of the patterns and phenomena of our past cellular memories surface. These memories are both ancient and recently personal, they are stemming both from our “multiple” self experiences (the many human incarnation experiences of the same patterns) and that which have defined us to accept the belief that we are a part of the human race having an experience on the planet Earth. As a species we have many concepts or archetypes we believe to be true that define our human identity. All of these patterns are being refined during this time to give us the opportunity to see what we need to change or heal inside ourselves. This is a time where we must learn to create our “new” reality from an entirely new palette of color.… Read the rest

Gerald reacted to this mornings article through private E-mail, and included the following article. Thanks for the reaction, which at least gave me the idea that my ideas weren’t half bad. But the article wouldn’t look like a flag on a mud barge here, so let’s have it:

To
think that that mystics are engaged in a series of private,
transcendent encounters with God betrays a superficial understanding,
says Bernard McGinn. Christian mystics, in particular, are not breakaway
contemplatives who find their own way to God. They are bearers and
interpreters of a common tradition built upon a concrete revelation: God
became human so that humans might become God. Christian mystics do not
dabble in altered states.… Read the rest

When I began writing the Buffalo Diaries, Buffalo Spirit came to me. It was in my consciousness in a way that was very powerful and upon researching the meaning, I understood. The qualities of my experience… thoughts, words and actions were most definitely aligned with this totem and it brought me peace to know this. I continued along the path and when it came time to call in one of my primary tools, a drum, I asked for buffalo hide. However, the delivery revealed that my first drum would be elk rather than buffalo.

Just now, I looked up the Elk spirit guide meanings and I have insight into why this all played out like it did.

Elk can run forever.  They have great stamina and are powerful beings with excellent reflexes.  Elk are very unpredictable too.  They can be friendly one moment and angry the next.

• Elk teaches us how to become more observant of subtle energies.
• Elk demand space to roam, but occasionally need time alone. It teaches us to seek sacred space.
• Those with Elk medicine are reminded to maintain emotional balance to keep aggressive tendencies in check.

… Read the rest

Busy as always, just stopped for a moment for lunch and a quick mailcheck. Of course nothing was there, because the isolation imposed remains in effect for anything not resembling spam, unsollicited E-mail, or stuff I can simply post on moorelife to deal with it….

Like the past few days, I was quite busy in a relaxed but very steady tempo. It’s a busy time, because my boss and a colleague have to visit the Canon Expo next week, and need a number of machines to demonstrate our various programs to the visitors of this multi-day mega-event. And of course the machines don’t always want to play nice….

Thus my cheerful mood came in quite handy when switching from one machine to the next in order to find a working combination. But around eleven, might even have been 11:11, an observation made me temporarily sit back and reflect: when I moused over a folder which I was working on, it briefly flashed the number 666 at me! It didn’t even register at first, but after moving another few hundred pixels, my awareness finally got the message.… Read the rest

                                                                 In questioning your abilities you put a clamp on them and stop the flow.   Trust is the divine element and trust of one self is major.  I know that if I pour sweets into the body it tells me faithfully that I will not function to my full capacity.  The question then is anyone listening?  The amazing thing happens when you know you aren’t happy at your job and the next thing ….for whatever reason the company doesn’t have any more work for you to do.  It is a mutual agreement, and was meant to lead you elsewhere even back to the heart.  People are subconsciously aware of your energy.  Radiate peace by surrounding yourself with a blanket of harmonious energy, God is the seat of all life and resides in you.  When one thing is taken from you a new presentation/slide will be offered.  To increase energy breathe deeply and exhale very slowly and feel replenished.  While letting go of tension, strain……give up the struggle and give up the ego that drives you into a twisted mess with its prideful script.  Push down the shoulders and longate the neck,  leave the false burdens behind.  Our blueprint is perfect, reveal the beauty within and see it in others.   Agree to do the thing you love whole heartedly and then say no to the demands you cannot keep.  Feel the depth of your soul and give it the love it deserves.… Read the rest

I must be either completely out of my mind, or totally madly in love, for me to stay this perfectly chilled for almost a whole week now! But my psycho gauge is registering nearly normal, and I am not aware of loving anyone above anybody else anymore. Could I possibly be in love with the whole Magic Infinity at once?!?

Yep, even the lady who unwittingly drove me to committing my deepest
wishes to paper is no longer that special. But that’s not saying I
wouldn’t jump a hole in the sky if our paths would cross again. But
she’s turned into a comfy jacket rather than a raging log fire like she
was before.

But enough of that aspect of my heart, because this isn’t called Heart @
Work for nothing. And hard@work I was, long and hard even! Came in at
seven like always, and am now sitting here waiting for the six fifteen
to take me home….

It’s a long one, perhaps even twice the length of the three forty-five I
normally take. And I clearly remember having had a real live antipathy
to working any longer then I actually had to, but this afternoon it felt
like the natural thing to do, because lots of preparations are in order
for the Canon Expo which will be held next week.… Read the rest

When on the train to work this morning, and pondering over the article I posted earlier about writing for reality, another related topic surfaced in my mind: I’ve been ardently writing in my Diary these last nine years or so, but then this year, for whatever reason, I stopped it.

I guess I came to a point where writing about the Now only resulted in accumulating the past, and my experience with that became more of a missing it rather than experiencing joy at having had it. But even my youngest knows that ain’t the way to go: just recently, she told the world around her to "Don’t cry because it is over, but laugh because it happened!" on her MSN tagline. Yep, children amaze quite often! And her taglines often feel like they are specifically aimed at me, although she’ll always deny that.

But just now I noticed something about my no longer using my Diary: just about that same time, stuff stopped happening for me, as if someone had relinquished control of my life. With me wondering why, I blamed it on having finished my second novel, and not yet having a third one in the starting blocks.… Read the rest

Posted: 06 Oct 2010 09:01 AM PDT

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com

Dear Ones,

What a beautiful and confusing time. Perhaps the best way to describe
how many of you are feeling is to return you to that age most of you
would like to forget – 14 years of age. The age at which you were
neither an adult nor a child. When your body was evolving in areas  you
were not sure you were comfortable with. At the same time, you could not
wait until those changes were complete. You probably acted extremely
childish one moment and in the next, astounded your parents with a very
adult-like thought. You were “betwixt and between.” So it is for you
now.

Some moments you act very childish in terms of reverting to Old Age
thoughts and actions. Other times, you amaze yourself with your clarity
and knowingness of your inner power.

Such is expected. It was perfectly acceptable for your children to
float between childhood and adulthood during puberty. The same is true
for you now.… Read the rest