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Sitting In The Place Between Breaths, Heartbeats and Thoughts

As we finally enter our next destination of scheduled time, we all seem to be stuck at the stoplight, waiting for the light to turn green and give us the go-ahead. Holding our breath, our tempers, and our expectations we wait on the sidelines for the universe to wave us forward.  Stopping only to hone our desires, our wants and our needs we constantly look for the sign, the sky writing, that says, 'thumbs up, the water is safe come on in, you can now cross the street of your life to the next phase of your journey.' 

Eagerly we await what we feel in the pit of our stomach is big, really big!  Searching our world, our reflections, and our intuitions for the cosmic directional.  Feeling as if our legs are leaden, immovable keeping us in the land of the void, the unformed and uninformed.  A place of no words, no actions, no foresight.  Licking our wounds, feeling like a trapped animal in a place of no escape.  Looking around us at the economy, the government, the world, and seeing that everyone is parked at the stoplight in a long line waiting for a sign. Misery often loves company but there is no comfort in this get together .

Many get tired of waiting and venture out on their own into the void the unknown. coming back torn and tattered and even more confused telling us all of earth is stuck and appears immobile.  Our hearts sink deeper into the pits of our stomach.

Who will save us, who will lead us, who will be our messiah our president our commander and chief ?  We feel as if we are held captive within space and time, sitting in the place between breaths, between heartbeats and between thoughts.  The silence is loud; the energy of the soundless void is thunderous.  We stick our fingers in our ears to stop the pain of silence, and as we do we hear a faint, but familiar voice.  A wee voice that says listen to me, I am hear (here) for you.  We strain ourselves listening to the one familiar soothing sound in the void, the voice of our true self, our soul, and our divinity.

The voice continues to melodiously speak," Wait my dear, wait.  All is invisible and embryonic of state at this time.  Wait until the tide changes and finally reaches the seashore of your heart.  Do not rush into dangerous waters, out of boredom, out of fear, out of need.  Wait for life to unveil itself, the new is not fully formed.  Hold onto the seed dreams within your soul heart.  They will be the fruit of the future.  The fragrance of the 21st century bloom.  You walk into/unto a new level of life/light that has not ever been experienced.  Lovingly wait until your soul announces to you that the bridge is safe to cross. 

Do not use excuses to become lethargic depressed and complacent.  In this place that you temporarily sit, weave the longings of your heart into a vibratory tapestry of sub atomic particles that are destined to find their way into physical form.  Do not sit as a passenger in your life.  Looking at it pass by the window. 

You inhale unfamiliar energies that seem not to fit your life, your body, or your thinking.  Hold tight as you paddle through the breakers of your life to the calm yet powerful waters of the New.  Let go of the fear of falling off of your flat life and being eaten by sea (see) monsters.  Sail fully without fear of failure.  Follow the star chart of your destination with precision and then expect to land on new land that will provide even more than you imagined.

Your waiting within the void is but an elevator ride from one floor of light to another.  In all of life it is but a wink, a blink and a nod.  Now sail on your beautiful boat into your unknown, unformed future. Allow your internal divine compass to innately sail you in the direction of your destiny.

The illusion of stillness seems hauntingly alive, and you fear being devoured by its vastness, as one who sails to the rivers end only to find a great waterfall.  Let go and allow the divinity within you to drive.  It is older and wiser and has driven since the beginning of time.   Allow the true self, the soul, the God within to move you in a direction of completeness.  The void has the ability to extract what is in your heart and assist you in birthing it into manifestation."

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan - PO box 217 - Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217 - www.thequantumawakening.com thequantumawakening@hughes.net

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A Great Void Buffers Our Energies





a message from Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Thursday, 25 March, 2010 

 

As more and more demands are placed upon us we seem to have little time to sit fully in our light and do what our hearts desire. We miss us.  we lie stretched out to the limits. So many strings tie us down emotionally and financially as we struggle to keep our heads above the incoming tide.  We miss our connection with the Universe/God as we see less and less of who we are and more and more of who we are not.  A great void buffers our energies as we try so hard to be seen thru the soupy fog. Everything shouts a different demand Our senses are muddled as if we were sailing thru the Bermuda triangle on a ship of hematite.

The hours of the day seem to plot against us as we seek to spend some time with the person we believe ourselves to be.  Demands have stretched our capabilities to a point of almost breaking.  Thinking one has a choice seems to be of little value as the choices change their address daily. Life herself is demanding, commander and chief and louder than ever. You are pulled kicking and screaming into other’s worlds and dramas.  You shout 'this is not my karma, my drama, my creation or my responsibility.' The shouts fall upon deaf ears as the black hole of change pulls you into another universe pushing you past any previous limited thinking. 

You look at your life as time unravels dimensionally showing you all of its ebb and flow. Your inner beat yearns to be heard but the band plays on without you. Your light that was once so big has condensed into pinpoint laser precision. Within that pinpoint precision time does not exist. 

You are learning how to exist in several layers of yourself simultaneously. The break between time experiences in human form has quickened and there is no parking space in-between. You are being asked to allow this energy to unfold into its own potential. All is happening at once and there is no longer a dividing line. Instead of being beat up by these energies learn to surf them and ride these time waves of change into a new Destination.

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan - PO box 217 - Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217 - www.thequantumawakening.com thequantumawakening@hughes.net

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