Dimensional Bliss

If you are totally in the grip of your personality, or your ego, then of course there is no relationship because you have become it.  You’re so one with all your reactive patterns and all your conditioned thinking, that you don’t even know that there’s anything else in you.  You are it.

As you awaken spiritually, the awareness that is nothing to do with your personality increases, and the power of the personality, with its conditioned patterns, decreases.  Gradually, the personality is no longer opaque; it is transparent to the light of awareness, or consciousness.  It loses its solidity.  This is why you find that in people who are awake, or people who are awakening, there is more of a lightness to them.  If there’s only personality, then there’s heaviness, a psychic heaviness in you.  Everything is dreadfully serious, and [you are] defensive, always wanting something, or defending yourself against something.

When you’re relating to somebody in whom there is no awareness, then you always get a slightly uncomfortable feeling, because that person is completely ill-at-ease.  Ultimately, all personalities are ill-at-ease.  They may pretend that they are very confident, but underneath the role of ‘confidence’, there’s always a person who feels ill-at-ease.  They need to prove something, or they want something from you.  That’s the personality.  As you awaken, that part become a little less opaque and it becomes lighter.  There’s more of an awareness that shines through the person.

Ego is complete identification with your thinking and your emotions.   When you are unconscious, personality and ego are one thing.  As you awaken, you become more aware of your patterns, which may to some extent still operate.  I’m choosing to define personality as something that you can be aware of.  It was the ego before, but you can be aware of it as patterns that still operate within you.  If there is no awareness, and you are it, then it’s totally ego.  As you become aware of your ego, the ego becomes the personality, and then you can have a relationship with your personality in the sense that you can be the witness.

If you have a difficult relationship with your personality, that’s a delusion.  Then your personality has split itself into two, one part is having a relationship with another, and one part says “You should be better, why can’t you be more conscious?”  That means there is no witnessing presence there.  One part of the personality is arguing with another.  The witnessing consciousness doesn’t judge.  You don’t judge yourself in any way, you just see behavior.  There’s no good or bad, it just is.  The need to be right, for example, is a very common thing with the ego.  If it’s a deep-seated need, then you can’t be wrong in an argument.  There’s a compulsion to defend yourself.  Then suddenly you can see it in yourself.  Ultimately, having a relationship with your personality implies that there is a witnessing presence.

Staying within the guidelines of a current lifetime requires you to constantly re-evaluate the state in which you find yourself. If you are desirous to understand the purpose, there is a method which assists you in identifying the message. Stand within an inner circle of inner beings or inner masters and feel what each is offering you on a vibratory level.

You can identify the level by how you feel. The better you feel the higher the frequency. With the palm of your hand upward, extend it toward one of these inner beings. Now request with your heart to know the messages and lessons to be learned in your space time. Allow the energy to permeate your entire body as you feel the messages enter your body and subconscious.

If you want to know more from this particular master or being, then request additional information via your heart center or feeling center. Ask with the feeling. When it is perceived by the master, it will be readily acknowledged and returned to you with an understanding. When you are satisfied with the conclusion of this being, go onto the next one and repeat the process. If you feel it necessary to reposition yourself in front of one previously questioned, do so.

Trust yourself, follow your feelings and continue the process until you feel a satisfactory conclusion has been reached. This is a very powerful method for receiving explanations for predicaments you create from human behavior. It creates a link between your human experience and the higher intent or spiritual lesson involved. If you conclude it has been worthwhile and you have learned what you need to know, you will receive a feeling of finality or closure on the matter. Many times this only precedes the next step involved in the same letting go of an attitude or belief that has held one attached to the human experience.

The fear that is held in the human vehicle prevents much spiritual evolution and as it is released, spirit is allowed to take control and lead the human into a more peaceful existence while maintaining a spiritual perspective. This type of experience can only be made through the human instrument. It is one of living in the human form, complete with its incredible range of emotions and keeping a spiritual vigil on every thought and action. It is an amazing experience and can be immensely fulfilling once the love for the self, that divine part of the self, that eternal force within one is allowed to express through this marvelous machine we call the human body.

What a grand experience it is to glimpse the depths of negativity and in the same lifetime acknowledge the spirit within every act and every word. In Truth there is neither good nor bad if one lives in this world of duality but not of it. To rise above the judgment is to truly live above duality.

It is more than just living; it is accepting the god or supreme force in all that is. It is accepting that everything that happens has a reason and a purpose to serve us, that there is love in all that we experience. In times of adversity and pain, there is love so great from the creator, one is allowed the experience of growth and given the freedom to struggle through to an enlightened awareness of the reasons.

Within you lies a great energy of intense gratitude for the creator. The creator provides the elements for growth, the human individual makes the choices for experience and in the final chapter, they merge to become whole. This wholeness cannot be experienced fully unless the full range has integrated into the experience. Until the bowels of hell can be recognized as the love of the creator, can one experience Truth. To know that this is indeed god allowing us the full range of human experience only to learn it is all god.

To have experienced the entire spectrum is to become whole. To be grateful for the experience is to win Grace.

You stood strong in the light of inner knowing, alone, as there were no churches or organizations to support who you truly were. You have accomplished more than most who have spent their entire lives working on a prestigious career in your created society. You were not given a medal, a trophy or certificate for your dynamic work and efforts, and many looked at you as different - in your own world. Yet this other world kept you connected to your true spiritual roots.

Beloved Blue Ray and Light Bearers, you can come out now, it is your time to shine!

Your Mission

Expand the God Consciousness, to evolve humanity, so they may reunite with your planetary brothers and sisters in the Galactic and Universal Counsels of Light. You, Blue Ray, along with the other rays of Indigo, Violet, Ruby, Crystal, Rainbow and more, came from ascended planets, systems and light realms carrying the specific coordinates of the perfect element of Nature and Creation. Each of you makes up the totality of the spectrum of light; each and every one of you brings the unique expression needed to support the whole of light and evolution on this planet and universe.

What's Next - Changes, Endings, Beginnings and Opportunities

Everything will be touched by the Light. As you embrace this next alignment of light, Blue Ray, let go of everything you have carried that is not truly yours, all false images of God. This is not only occurring for you the Light Bearers, but for all of life. Feel deeply within, my beloved, I Am talking to a Master who knows the time has come. Yes it is time to be who you truly are, live it, feel it and have others see you for it. The hiding and waiting is over and, yes, you will be taken care of --- the universe will support you!!!

This is where you may once and for all release energetic patterns that have veiled your divine light. Enough light has been updated in the genetic codes and you no longer need to transmute genetic damage. You are free and this will be a process, to nurture and allow your true essence of Being.

It is time for letting go, finishing up and stepping into your unlimited potential as more light penetrates earth. Your world, governments and institutions will all be experiencing this as well. Much will fall so the light may shine.

You knew this would happen. It may not be comfortable at first only because you became accustomed to a way that is not truly who you are. If you look to your heart, you will know it is not your way. It is only something you have adapted to. You are here to be the Truth by the very fact that you exist by being your true nature.These transitions will continue with strength into 2012 where a new alignment will be set forth. From this place, what has occurred until that point, will determine much in the next cycle of light here on Gaia.

You Learned to Distrust God and Nature

You are the way showers of the new earth; you do this by bringing your multidimensional nature into your life. It is time to put your trust fully back into your Self, God and Nature. This is divine alignment. Many of you were taught to first go outside of yourself and body to experience God. This created a disconnecting harmonic from your bodies, your sacred feminine alignment with Nature and the earth. This kept you from trusting your inner guidance, and doubt and fear crept in. Humanity as a whole became easily deceived and controlled; now all this is changing because of your light and courage.

 Divine alignment or God consciousness starts with the higher feeling resonance with your inner self/body first, then higher Self, then Nature and then God/Creation; this will keep you balanced, safe and in harmony as the great purification proceeds on Gaia.

This is the foundation to receive and know God, higher light, wisdom and healing. This is when true manifesting is effortless. We will be giving you the ancient sacred technologies and tools that you once knew through these transmissions. The Mother God principle will get these tools back to you, for it's her essence that is bringing balance to Gaia.

Why Am I Here? Second Coming of Christ

You came to Gaia, for to send another created messiah or teacher would cause too much in the way of creating the same result as to follow that teacher or being. And yet the Christ seed was planted here on Gaia in the hearts of mankind a long time ago. First with Krishna and then with Christ which has brought us to the second stage of the plane of Light. This is also referred to as the second coming of Christ, the new man of light, the "embodiment of God", and activation of your "divine original blue print".

Krishna and Christ from the Blue Ray

Christ was a part of the Blue Ray mission as well as Krishna. Krishna was from the Blue Ray and the central core. Krishna's color is actually blue and He is depicted playing a musical instrument. When you see Krishna playing the flute, he is actually playing in tune with the rhythms of Creation, bringing harmony into all life.

Krishna planted the seeds into the genetic code of humanity from an ascended race to increase the capacity of God consciousness. In those times this is how it was done. It was in complete alignment with God/Creation and the highest Counsels of Light.

This is why you are here.

We wish to share with you more of what you already know, have sensed, and are awakening to. "Beloved, remember who I Am, I Am you. I Am the part of you from Creation speaking back to you, answering your own questions and thoughts."

                  In one of many....past lives, I was a high priestess and I remember that in Egypt we were able to access what is known as the third eye of Horus.  We were able to know other realities.   Those who wished to have children and I say this because they could control their bodies, knew who they were birthing.  In a dream state they could meet with their potential offspring.   I have in depth dreams and they are usually things to come so I have retained a bit of myself from this past.  Before my own daughter was born I would put out my hand over the bed and knew that she was holding it.  My two doctors told me that I was to have a boy right up until the day before I gave birth but I knew differently.  Now all of us will eventually tap into this type of comprehension.  You must feel it, as I have many, many times....you pulsate and vibrate and know that you are moving into another state even if only for a few seconds.   In this recognition you intuitively know you are changed.  No longer doubt that what was whispered long ago is coming, has come and will come.  The multidimensional is relating to all of life, you exist in many different realities.  This is the age of awareness, and this is the Christ consiousness that was spoken of.  Pull yourself together is the perfect phrase going into 2012.

                               Pyramid Power is real and can be untilized in various ways to bring about positive changes to the home and physical well being.  Household pets also respond to it.  The geometry of the shape of the Great Pyramid in Egypt and the Pyramid of the Sun in Mexico are related to pi.  Stonehenge also is 2 pi and all of these places were considered mystical and had to be mathematically figured in this ratio/radius, the cirle is sacred.   The pyramids had been built with more stone than all the cathedrals built in our era.  The pyramid shape sets up fields of energy like a lens, using the earths magnetic waves of inner and outer core.  Slippage occurs as the earth rotates generating energy.   Time is also altered when inside a pyramid struture.   You can buy a small glass pyramid and place it under your bed or make one of cardboard and place near the ceiling over a specific area.  Many have made their own to sit under to meditate out of copper or steel.  The internet has resources available as well to purchase their products.  With a small glass pyramid you may hold it with the intention you want to create.  You may also place pictures of people you want healed and have an affirmation to focus on.   When holding this ancient geometric design you can do a meditation that you write as your own script.  For example, you are entering the Great Pyramid and the torches are lit and you feel the balmy air as you brush your skin against the limstone, granite rocks.  You hear a voice humming and you continue to descend the steps in a cooler atmosphere but still comfortable.  Now you are at the base and on the floor is a crystal platform to lay down on.   It is soothing and smooth and eminates a green color ( or purple etc...)  you let yourself go and relax deeper smelling the faint whif of incense.    The humming continues and it is pleasant not distracting.  You close your eyes and see a scene of ships gliding in the Nile and hear swishing of palm trees and people ashore with figs and jugs of wine.  Then one particular person stands out and he is dressed in silk and linens in colorful array.  You want to ask him a question because he is so kind and wise looking, and you do so.  Amazingly he seems to know you and answers simply, you thank him for his generousity of spirit and continue on your journey.   Now your mind is blank and you begin to focus on your body.  Its different somehow,  lighter in weight, tanned skin, glimmer of gold around your neck, sandles on your feet.   You see yourself in a new climate, an expansive space and various vegetation from which to nibble on, you explore this area.   Happiness swells inside and you feel like floating and lift off the platform you were on, raised for a moment and then ever so softly returned to your position.  Being rejuvinated and feeling healthly you awaken.  Slowly walk up the stairs in what seems like dimly lit walls of shimmering yellow diamonds and out into the warm starry night.  You are now in alignment with all that is.

This message was written 2 years ago in Cusco Peru. I have been made "aware" to re-post this today. Side note. Our call as it was for many at first was "Are You Ready" for those who read this then I'm lead to say "You Are Ready" this message is timeless and is called for today for a group who needs to "shift" some energy... Peace.

There are certain times when we are in the process of transmutation of lower vibrating energies that can seem, well... a bit over the top. There are times, both as the Collective One (cosmically) and in our Individual Nows where a "shaking out" of lower vibrating energies occur.

For many of us, and you know who you are, this has seemed exceptionally brutal in recent weeks, hell years, right? It has most certainly appeared in the way of Lack (of finances) that were once there and suddenly vanished, along with relationships that could have possibly soured or completely separated during this time period. There are many other symptoms as well, including what Lisa Renee refers to as "the Spiritual Nomad."

However, let me ask you a couple of questions: Are you hungry? Are you wet? Are you sheltered? Have you not been provided for...maybe not always as desired or as the ego wished, but have you not been taken care of? After transmuting so much and doing Light work, have you recently experienced anger, frustration, lack, fear, depression? Do you feel forsaken?

You have not fallen off your path. In fact, you are standing directly in it. For what you have just transmuted, and it was a lot ;-0) ...if not now, will SOON be filled with LIGHT.

This is THE Holy Moment, my friend... This is what is deemed being Reborn. As you transmute the lower vibrations, the old you, the 3D mind/body "you" dies. As the Light comes in more and more, Your Higher/Divine/True Self is who you become.

You are Reborn, Self Actualized, Self Realized, just some names used in Psychology, Science, Religions, and various Philosophies, but they all refer to the same process of Ascension, or being Reborn...
You Awaken And Remember...Welcome Home!

Based on the Law of Attraction, you do attract what you vibrate. Remember we are here to experience energy in form, which is how we expand. So, as these lower vibrations leave, it seems to attract "darkness."

This is because you're literally watching the "darkness," or lower vibrations, leave for one last time. It "feels" like you're experiencing them. Actually, as the lower vibrations leave, more Light, or Higher Vibrations, can come in. You see, the Light never left, but was simply waiting for you to make room.

So, if the Law of Attraction is not seemingly working for you, or you feel it's nonsense, here's why: We will no longer be able to attract what our ego wants; what the mind thinks it wants or is real. We will only receive what we are vibrating on the same level as, which comes from the Heart; Your Heart's Desire, which vibrate higher.

This suffering has occurred to a specific "group," and I am here to assure you that this Final Shaking Out was due to a massive change occurring, and a major influx of Light, in which sometime in the very near future, if you haven't already, will start to experience.

As for those of us, (over the last 5 years or more) who believe we've experienced much suffering, have been invisible, taken advantage of, used, abused, dismissed, disrespected, unjustifiably wronged, etc... AND then to go thru what we've experienced in just the last few weeks or so...especially the Lack and Separation, I am here to inform you, and trust me on this, NO ONE is happier to hear this than I was...
Retorno De La Luz
(although it never left and there is no separation)

But, before I get into, and possibly risk inflating the very ego we've all been trying to dismantle for all these years , I would like to get into the True meaning of The Divinity of Suffering.

There is a Master Software Program within the Collective Consciousness in which we all have easy access to providing everything is going "well" in our lives. If things are relatively well, i.e. job, relationships, money, health, etc...we NEVER reflect inward because everything is ok outward.

Not to mention that our Religions tell us the rules to live by, and that we need NEVER look elsewhere, especially inside, for Truth and Wisdom. In fact, we're warned not to.

To suffer is not Divine, but there is definitely Divinity within your suffering. For once we experience suffering, we begin to reflect inward. The more suffering, the more reflection. This is simply the mechanism that causes the reflection inward where ALL TRUTH LIES.

Because most of us are afraid of our True Divinity, our mind searches outwardly for answers, truth and conformation. In reality, this is what I have referred to as Reflective Thought Processing.

This processing starts at birth, and because of how it's all reflective off the master software program, i.e. what society says, what is considered logic, what others tell you is right and wrong, what government says, religions, schools, etc... this is what we have been transmuting over the last few years. It is much to transmute. (Not to mention what we've chosen to take on and transmute from a personal soul level)

I know there has been great pain and suffering and confusion. However, what was shown and told to me from a Very High Vibrating Source is that the suffering and pain have nothing to do with being "bad" or "good," or Karma. (That's right. Karma is no longer being created, and our group is no longer transmuting it)

It's simply the only mechanism available to humans that TRULY forces us to reflect within so that we can begin the process of Awakening to Truth and then Ascension, realizing Who we Truly are. In short, suffering initiates the Remembering Process.

This is not for all, as there are groups, or waves, going thru the Ascension Process, and each group gets a little easier. Those of us going thru the first few waves chose to take on more suffering (transmuted lower vibrating energies) in order to pave the way for those Souls coming after.

Although this may not seem like the point of this post, it is the most important thing I have to relay to you:
"If there was an easier way, there would be one. We don't want to see you suffer. You're loved unconditionally." -Very High Source

So, if you feel like you're at the end of your rope? You've HAD IT! You want to give up...or as we say in Texas, "Calf rope. I'm done!" If you are stuck, blocked, experiencing lack, needing direction or just in need of Hope... you should know that change is currently passing thru or just around the corner.

I have a story, in which I've told many times and it goes like this:

"There's a New Train coming, and ALL are welcome. On this Train is your Heart's Desires...you will never need or want for anything upon this Train. However, because this is such a High Vibrating Train, the only condition upon entering is you bring no (baggage) what-so-ever.

Have you ever felt like your Train had arrived and you were preparing to board, only to be stopped and stuck at security for a carry-on bag? Then, you leave the bag and try to board again, and again you're stopped.

You respond with dismay and confusion, and are told you have a toothbrush in your back pocket? You may become agitated as, after all, it's only a toothbrush, right? You return time and time again to board your Train, but you're always stopped. And, it goes on and on and on...

Well, my friends, the lint has been shaken. In fact, you're getting ready to board, but you're totally naked/exposed...Egoless. That's right. No underwear...nothing. Now you can board.

You see, there's nothing to hide and nothing you could ever want or need upon this Train, including a new wardrobe "

So, I'm here to say:

"Job well done. You should know that you've already put in the work, and are now going to be simply taken care of. You should take each day as it comes, doing what you can and what you're allowed. Do not try to force anything.

Do not allow fear or worry to enter your consciousness, although we are still human and 3D concerns still make an attempt at our minds. Remember now that all your suffering and past works are now coming to fruition and will be realized and noticed. Allow the Universe to provide and take care of you. And allow your True Divine Self, Your Higher Self, to create and experience and take over.

Step aside and allow Yourself to take over."

We've been wanting to write this message for many weeks, but have been blocked. The only intent I have with this post is to give those who have felt much pressure, lack, and suffering some relief, and I hope this has been accomplished.

Please continue to spread your Love and Light, as we know you have even through your own personal suffering.

Are You Ready???

With Much Love and Light,

Royen

During our vacation I was struck by a feeling I often experience when I travel - conflict. While I enjoyed the sights and sounds of Paris and the magical experiences we encountered, I also missed the beauty and comfort of our home (and, of course, our cat, Poupon). The feelings for both were equally strong.

Several times during the week I had to stop and re-center myself in the present moment to take full advantage of our time in Paris. When I did, I found myself recalling a message I heard long ago from a teacher who has had a profound influence on my life and my work. Her name is Marion Woodman and she used to tell us that wholeness comes from learning to "hold the tension of the opposites."

We live in a world of duality. There's daylight and nighttime, summer and winter, good and evil. It's the nature of living as a human being on earth to deal with the tension of opposites. And yet, navigating the complex feelings that come from holding this tension can be stressful and challenging at best. You interview for a new job, for example, and find yourself anxiously waiting to hear how you did while knowing that at the same time you need to be patient and detached from the outcome. Or, you try to be a good parent by encouraging your son to go out into the world to live a full, rich life, while everything inside you begs to hold tight to keep him safe.

How do we hold the tension of the opposites and still thrive and enjoy our lives? What can we do to make this experience less stressful? Here are a few things that helped me:

Give voice to your feelings. As I grappled with mixed emotions during the trip, I felt alone and a little crazy. After all, here I was in one of the most beautiful cities in the world and part of me wanted to be home. It didn't make sense. But, once I stopped suffering in silence and shared my thoughts with Michael, I discovered that he felt it, too. Sharing my feelings and knowing I wasn't alone immediately made me feel better.

Honor the opposites. Rather than judge one side as better or worse than the other, give both parts of you equal consideration. I spent some time by myself writing about the traveler in me who was thoroughly enjoying seeing new places, meeting new people, and having new adventures. And I also wrote about the other part that loved our home, missed Poupon, and wanted the comfort and peace of familiar routines. What I soon discovered was that giving time and space to both parts of me made me feel stronger and more capable of being with the tension.

Strengthen your ability to hold both. Once I felt stronger, I had a glimpse of what Marion was talking about when she said that "wholeness" comes from holding the tension of the opposites. Rather than try to exorcise or ignore my uncomfortable feelings, I needed to see the choice to be with both as a kind of "inner training session." As I centered myself in the tension, I imagined weaving parts of me together into a stronger, more mature woman. By doing this I was developing an emotional muscle that would ultimately allow me to bring more of who I am to the world.

I hope this makes sense. As is often the case, I'm working it out as I write. I know I'm not alone, though. We're all faced with the task of living with opposing feelings and experiences. It's what we do with it that matters most. My intention is to master the art of holding myself in the beauty and possibility of the in-between world. And I invite you to join me ☺.

Take Action Challenge

This week, identify an inner conflict that reflects two different parts of you. Then, talk to someone about it. Share your feelings and experiences. Give time and attention to both parts by writing about them in a journal or notebook. Finally, find an image that reflects the strength of holding the tension and allow this image to inspire you to stay steady and strong.

I found this week's video while looking up the email address of a colleague I adore. It's captivating and inspiring as coach, Rich Fettke, tells the story of what happened when he jumped out of an airplane (with footage of the actual jump!). Thanks for taking us along with you, Rich!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYduTbnF4Jw

                             You can be driven to success yet find the road is a bumpy one, in need of new pavement.   Often there is an exacting price to pay for success such as high divorce rates, addictions and even death before we reach our goals.  We aren't robotic machines, we have a heart.  You've heard it before, success is a journey not a destination.  Yet I am surrounded by those who must continually consume something in order to bring them happiness.  What is happiness and whose happiness do you live by?  In order to be totally healthy physically we must be healthy in mind.   It follows that if you are healthy in mind you will be heartful as well.   Human existance is still searching understanding.   Get close to the earth and a blade of grass holds intelligence, what is it telling you?  It knows itself better than you know yourself.  It realizes its cycles and changes.  Most importantly it knows its purpose.  The internal reference point for us  is not ego but simple bliss.  This joy will never come from without but only the balance from within.    Sharing your melody of love is the only matter in heaven and earth.