Oh, My, all that you are involved in. So much you are involved in. You are involved in details of life, in so many details of life. There is so much of so many things that your attention is pulled to, and, often, in your estimation, pulled to for naught. You have disappointment, lack of appreciation, and you wonder why you give your whole heart to so much, and when you look back, or even during holding back, you wonder why you are exerting so much of your time, being, effort onto so little of consequence. You wonder about the daily chores and their pre-eminence. What is all the excitement and energy for, and what is all the lag for and all the future for, and yet, you are swept up in activities of one kind of another.
And your mind works overtime. Your mind chews the bone of your life, gnaws at it, can't seem to let go of it. Your mind is so crowded with every manner of thing. In effect, your mind scuttles you.… Read the rest