As I sit here, we are having a heat wave.  Its most uncomfortable but I have been eating cold soup purees and iced green teas.   Even the stray cats digestive system is off and is seen eating grass.  I want to get cedar chips as most bugs don’t like the scent  because the bugs are finding it too hot and want to come inside.  I was talking with a friend earlier and remembering how his Aunt had a "New Age," store years ago.  I loved to buy special minerals and video’s on people from around the globe.  Yet I noticed that this woman and her husband didn’t keep themselves in shape nor did they highly recommend any of the products they sold.  I wondered if they were in denial of who they really were and so stubborn as to have a fixed, stiff mind which also gave them fixed, stiff bodies.   At the time they made good money but they weren’t endorsing any principles for themselves.  Before my friends Aunt died she told me of their aliments and emotional problems.  The solutions were right in front of them in many cases and still they were unmotivated.… Read the rest

but off our collective butts to get even!  It’s aim is 2057 million views, and 2057 being significant in my mind (the year I ‘die’), let’s make it reach that number well before that year……

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Some of these I definitely need after yesterday…..

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                                              If you believe you get to believe….what does that mean?   By believing in the impossible you will get to know the possible.  Its that simple and yet the focus must be held and the dedication be felt and you must know you are holy and inspired by all that is.  One of the incredible things that happened to me was the dragonfly on the water (where I was at a state park) near a waterfall and it was drowning, I lifted it up with my finger (and its powerful legs wrapped around my finger) I could have saved it but fear made me put it back in the water.   It died and I felt terrible as I made waves to get it onto the rocks.  I noticed its body writh and its wings twist.  It was foolish because I understand so much and then I didn’t do what I could to help.   How many of us are like that?  In the scheme of things it doesn’t seem important but I know that life is such a gift who ever and what ever you are.   You came in as pure love and you will return as pure love, redirect your thoughts for you are empowered if you will it.   The dragon fly would not have harmed me even though it could if I trapped it,  feeling its life force wrapped around my finger was potent.  It knew I meant no harm and I have relearned a lesson meant for myself.  Fear is the most dangerous weapon man has known, go beyond fear and uncertainty, greater blessings await.  I know many of the channels that are mentioned in book stores or from long ago because I made a quest to know the truth.  I was ridiculed and unusual or unique but I stayed the course.  If you are able gather the books of "KRYON."   They were written years ago however tell the tale of what is happening in the now.   Still vital information, still current…..enjoy every day as if it were your last as change is rapidly happening and with grace, enjoy yourselves.… Read the rest

I’ve heard it say in these past years, and on the scale of years I even concur that time is speeding up, but lately, it seems to have come to a grinding halt, or at least life has: nothing left over but inconsequential things, which seem to give no reason whatsoever to be joyful about. I get to choose between the drudgery of being sane and working all the time, or the even more obnoxious reality of being manic, not working, but also having no knowledge whatsoever about this reality that envelopes me.

I seem to finally have reached that point where I know I know NOTHING, and hence can no longer do anything useful with my life. Reduced to being, and no more plans for the future. Heck, even the wishes and desires seem to have evaporated into the fata morganas they always were, even though I firmly believed in their eventual outcome.

Right now, I no longer know what to believe, since all I came to believe over time just fails and fails over and over again to manifest  Sure, there are the enticing appetizers that do, but they are just cruel jokes to play us for the fools that we are.… Read the rest

Denisa’s poem left me with the idea that a slight detail was missing….

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