Many of us have been going thru a sincere rough patch the last couple
of weeks…well, really this has been in varying degrees since the
equinox…but the last 2 weeks have been especially unkind. In light of
the many emails I have been receiving about this exceptionally gooey
and physically taxing integration period, I decided to call on the
support of the unseens to answer a particularly heartfelt question that I
feel many would benefit from.
I feel like I’m so lost and I suppose faith will see me through but I
can’t help but feel like faith got me into this mess, I gave up
everything, including my heart, soul and every breath I have ever drawn
to partake in the transition and now as I witness the crumpled pieces of
what’s left of my mortal life, I wonder … is this all my fault, did I
do something wrong, why do I find myself in this limited place where I
feel like I have no choice but to continue on this path, that any plan
I try to execute will be thwarted and I will have no choice but to
come back to this place, where any kind of joy is fleeting but pain and
suffering seem eternal.
I understand that we create our own circumstances, but I have never
ever believed that me or my family deserved to live under such
over-powering pressure, I feel like I can’t breathe, and I know that
there are other light workers in similar situations, where it feels like
we have given everything for this cause and we are left out in the
cold, while others needs are meet, I just don’t understand?
I have always felt so clear about my destiny and who am I and where
my path leads and now I cannot see the future anymore like it is blocked
from me, I feel so alone and yet I feel many near me, but they are of
little comfort when they are safe in divinity and I am here afraid.
Do you know why there are lightworkers like me who are in awful
situations and lost places, my whole life feels like it never fit me, I
am so uncomfortable, everything feels like a complete opposite to what I
believe in and hold dear , it feels so traumatizing to wake up here
every morning, it’s like ash in your mouth, there is no light here and
Blessed warrior, be at peace. This journey is not for the faint of
heart, no, and we assure you that though there is nothing left in this
dimension for you to explore, that it is in fact, designed to be that
We share that though you are contemplating the direness of your
situation at hand, in truth, what you are experiencing is the total
opposite of this…that is to say that every part of you has arrived,
has passed through the portal to your new vibrational experience, but
with mere threads of your physical self left to complete the
reconnection. This discordance…the extreme differences between what
is real and what you are presently experiencing, leads to the absolute
conflict, confusion and frustration of your current physical
You are not alone in this, by far…many who walk beside you on this
timeline are experiencing similar isolation and disconnection from
truth. May we suggest that when you are undergoing a period of
disconnect…wading through the void as we say… that you instead look
to your external environment for clues to what is already on its way to
Often in these situations, when you are seemingly cut-off from your
higher vision and the source of your expanded self, it is near to
impossible to see the bigger picture or the many layers of your reality
that are in fact supporting your higher intentions. In these
circumstances, when you feel disconnected from what feels good…which
has been your main gauge for truth throughout this journey… we provide
you with the guidance to instead look around you, to look for and SEE
the physical events taking shape in your outer landscape of life that
lend credence to your divine truth. Yes, you are that close now.
For what is truly happening is this:
The last energetic ties to the old paradigm, the old earth and its
ways of creation, are being severed, unplugged and removed from your
energy field and you are simultaneously being fully replugged into the
new matrix. This severing period places you in an energetic quarantine
for two reasons… so that you are blocked (protected) from creating any
further realities from the expired (karmic) grid matrix, and so that
you take the necessary time to nourish and support your body through
this radical cellular healing initiated by the biological restructuring
and mutation into the crystal vibration.
Your physical cells are undergoing radical and deep transformations
at this time. This cannot be overstated…for the physical realms that
you are soon to participate in require the complete and total clearing
of all 3d dimensional reality constructs.
This part of the journey is very taxing on the physical body, yes,
and when your vitality is low, your perceptions, your out-look, is at
risk. To keep your head above the rising waters of biological
purification, we suggest that you remain as present as possible with
what surrounds you and to engage in those things that are still able to
bring you joy…for those few things remaining are the intrisnic parts
of you that are true, the essence of you that will always remain in
tact. Immerse yourself so fully in any pleasure that you can call upon
knowing confidently that the rest is taken care of for you.
We realize that there are few words that we could share that would
lift the suffering of disconnect, for you are creators and so your
natural tendency is to create. To be blocked from participating in the
creation of your desires is nothing short of a living death, and so we
assure you, even if it is yet again through words, that you will come
through this cellular integration with a renewed sense of life, a
renewed love, a renewed desire to create, and a renewed sense of
confidence in your many abilities.
We don’t pretend to to know the physical experience of your personal
ascension process, but we do know that the only way around the process
is directly through it. The intensity of your biological re-balancing
and physical resurrection is contingent upon your ability to surrender
to the changes fully.
This grounding period is indeed a very physical-based experience, and
so the cellular rejuvenation has been nearly multiplied to allow for
the full de-cension of your spirit body into form.
Be at peace with the end of life as you know it. Be at peace with
the physical resurrection required to attain mastery. Be at peace with
the unknown. But mostly, be assured that all of this is bringing to
you exactly what you most long for.
We, the Arcturians, are a most proud and advanced civilization of the
fifth density. We offer you a glimpse of the utopia that your future
holds for you…an existence where love is the primary element of life.
We maintain unsurpassed love & deep abiding respect for all of
you, as we honor the warrior in each of you. Your contribution to the
overall plan is unrivaled, as is your ability to achieve your
pre-planned & collective goal.
Farewell for now.
Telepathic Transmission thru Lauren C. Gorgo at
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