Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Breaking Free

How’s your May been so far?  Anything like you expected?  Well,
that is, assuming you have any expectations left in this process.

If May is a messy month that you just can’t figure out how to clean up,
then welcome to the misery of "breaking" free!

We are in the process of literally…and in some ways, suddenly…
breaking off from our old selves & lives, dismantling the remaining
outworn vestiges of our past and with seemingly no support to fix

If this is happening for you, if the bottom is falling out of your life
and you see/feel/know of no way to fix what’s broken, no worries…new
supports are always on the back end of the dismantling process, but
first we are forced to sit still one final time and take solid inventory
of our lives and wants, all that needs to go, and all that needs
upgrading.In other words…this is IT…the last hurrah from this insane cycle to
deal with, face, release, and break free from our mis-created goo before
a new cycle of creation begins.

I am hearing that the most important thing to consider during this time
is:  "What do I want for my new life?"

Now, granted we have been pondering, imagining, speculating and
contemplating these desires for a decade however, at this time…from
mid-May until July…we need to revise our desires one last time to be
sure they are the absolute highest version of what we want as we begin
to take the logical steps to creating and implementing them in physical
form over the next several years.

This breaking free business has been no joke this month…especially
with all the grounded and earthy celestial support, much in our physical
lives is undergoing radical and rapid transformation.

On a personal level, I will share how these "wrapping-up" energies are
manifesting in my own life:

Since the beginning of May my push lawnmower died; my riding lawnmower
exploded; the bottom of my Jetta fell off on a highway; my brand new
computer…that many of you helped me to purchase!…now needs repair; a
class action suit for my car just arrived requiring me to replace the
carpet & padding (at my upfront cost) before July so I can file a
claim to get reimbursed; I received a loan modification settlement for
my home which is in the negotiation stages; my student loans just came
out of forbearance after 15 years of deferment, and then I got summonsed
for jury duty for the last 2 weeks in May during what was going to be
the launch period of my brand new website that I have been working on
for 2+ years…(more on that coming soon!)

All this piled high on top of that giant Nagasaki-like dirt pit I call a
yard from the broken water pipe disaster that I wrote about this past
winter…see photo for effect:

So yeah, it’s easy to get overwhelmed with the amount of things to
"fix", tend to and pay for without knowing what’s next on the horizon or
how we will make it happen, but keep in mind that endings &
beginnings happen simultaneously. 

Luckily, life is a circle…an upward spiral of evolution…which means
each time we come full circle we are not only at the end, but at the
beginning again.  Only glitch in this system is that the end arrives

So like the rest of you out there hanging on by a thread, and swimming
in seas of uncertainty…I too must patiently? wait with detachment. 
And not by choice…trust me, I fight the urge to "make things happen"
daily…but until support arrives, there really is just no point.  In
the meantime, we just have to hang on, stay focused on our new creations
until they manifest, and manage the chaos.

Luckily, for most of you reading this, we have mastered the art of
"waiting" and "watching" our own lives crumble beneath us, so this is
getting to be old-hat.

And just to be clear here…its not as if we are waiting for any THING
to happen, we are waiting for universal and energetic alignment and
support in the form of inspiration, clarity, motivation, ease, grace,
opportunities, etc….all those things that come TO us in the natural
flow of forward movement as opposed to reaching out and forcing things
to happen.

I think  said it best:  All effort is ignorance.

The reason so much is crumbling at once, is because it’s crunch time! 
Some major planets are switching some major gears, so anything
unresolved that needs our attention will be rapidly surfacing until late
June so we can tend to all practical details and tie up loose ends. 
And know too that it doesn’t let up until we’ve resolved it all…the
last week of May the pace will increase even more prompting us to clear
the clutter for the incoming wave of new energies from the new celestial
cycle before us (Late May-early June) where we take our first solid
steps in our brand new lives.

Cutting Loose

If you are not currently breaking free (or down) there is another
scenario present that you may be experiencing…similar to breaking
free, I call this one "cutting loose".  The difference between the two
is that cutting loose is more of a feeling of being dangled over a river
of rapids with nothing to grab onto and no one to assist you.  It is a
feeling of "this life is over" …but now what?

In this situation, your endings are clearly here or in sight, but your
beginnings are NOWHERE to be found… and if they are, you have NO IDEA
how to get from here to there.  You may have quit your job, for example,
or sold your home or business, or left a relationship, but with no
connection to whats to come.  You may be left hanging in thin air with
no vision, no inspiration, no money, no home and worst of all, no
intuitive foresight.  Just a random act of faith that defies all logic
and might even have you questioning your sanity or if you’ve done
something wrong or missed a sign with regard to following your heart.

You may be thinking:  "I did all this work to end up HERE?"

If you are in this space, know that you are right on track…we all are.
We are simply cutting all chords connecting us to the lower dimensional
reality matrices (our old life) and once we wrap up all the details of
our past, we are poised and in position for our next level creations.

We were baited here for many years by that dangling carrot we
relentlessly chased in pursuit of what we deeply know to be transpiring,
yet with out any physical proof.  Now that we’re here, the carrot is
gone…but unfortunately, so is everything else…including our past
& future which makes us floaters with an inability to move in any
direction…that is, until we learn how to fly.

We have purified on so many levels of our being that any excess time
spent in the past or future can derail us…and we have become so
present-focused that the past & future are like figments of our
imagination.  The only thing that sucks about this is that the present
still sucks…but not for long.  The incredible feeling of lightness and
freedom from being severed from the old timeline is just about ready to
blow our minds.

Over and again I am hearing that we are literally straddling our soul
transition…we are at the end of a MAJOR celestial cycle and at the
beginning of our new lives…and that the the changing of tides, the
shifting of universal cycles is not just available for those who are
anticipating & conscious of them, but for all of earths inhabitants.


One thing that has been nearly impossible to maintain the last few weeks
is b a l a n c e.  The energies are increasing and fluctuating so
rapidly that finding and keeping your center may have been a serious
challenge.  Just when you think you’re stabilized, something new comes
along and knocks you off your center again.  Luckily, this seems to have
let up a bit for the time being.

When the up like this it is SO important to protect your
by remaining neutral to external events & toxins
(detachment) and maintaining strong boundaries through presence.  Lower
energies that seep into the field of a highly purified (open hearted)
soul can feel very violent and damaging since they vibrate so much lower
than our natural state of being.  These lower thought forms and lodged
reality constructs that get lifted during major downloads are a
starseeds’ proverbial kryptonite…they can quite literally suck the
life-force out of you and bring you to your knees in an instant. 

As we complete our grounding and reconnection we will become much more
stabilized and resilient to these energies, but in the meantime, be sure
to seek refuge in nature, love, laughter, creativity, or anything that
can keep you present-focused until the storm passes and the dust

What Now?

We are at a major crossroads…a turning point in our lives.  We are
still emerging in our full authenticity, but pushing through to the
other side and preparing to enter a brand new cycle of physical creation
which will build the framework for the new earth.

Chunks of the new are definitely arriving and even if we can’t yet see
how they will fit together or feel our way to the other side, we can or
will soon see the physical and logical steps that we need to make to get
there.  And this is just the beginning, the known changes we have
worked for…we haven’t even touched on the quantum breakthroughs and
unknown opportunities that are soon to blast open our next level

Our new directions will become clearer in the next several weeks and as
we turn the corner many long-awaited changes will begin to click
perfectly into place.  Now that we have all but fully aligned with the
rhythm of the universe, we will begin to live our lives as the fulcrum
of presence and perfect timing ensuring that each choice is of the
highest.  This new state of being and creation will enable us to finally
make the physical changes necessary to create the outer version of our
inner visions.

What Next?

Moving ourselves out of the past and into the future will be the focus
of the next 6 weeks.

For the remainder of May and into June we will be continuing to wrap up
the old and leaving much of our past behind.  If we are successful in
tying up all loose ends, then the beginning of June offers us the
ability to step into a whole new reality.  This transition may be swift,
unusual or unexpected for some but the end result will be total
alignment with our authentic selves in an authentic life.

The next leg of the journey is about bringing our fully integrated &
karmic-free selves into the world at large.

As stated in past articles, there are also those who will be retiring
from service all together…these souls will be replaced by the next
wave of awakening souls and it will be for this group to now bask in the
playfullness of life.  These souls know well who they are and I am
being told that you are "no longer required to uphold the
of new earth".

We would also like to mention that those who held the mission to
create forcefields of around certain geographic
locations on the planet will be set free to utilize their higher gifts
of creation.  No longer is it required to uphold your service to the
planet in this way, the next wave of will be stepping in
to fulfill these roles.

And for those who had contracts to serve as the warrior brigade, you
are now turning over your roles to a new wave of warriors.   These new
warriors however, will be stationed in the physical world.  There is no
longer a need for the silence that the first wave of warriors held
to…a time of great action draws nigh.

Physical Happenings

In addition to the usual aches and pains and HOLY NIGHT SWEATS, we are
clearing out a lot of gunk from our lower (1st & 2nd) chakras. 
This can mean a lot of LOWER BACK PAIN, leg aches & joint weakness,
intestinal & urogenital flare-ups and clearings (IBS, candida,
parasites, colitis, Crohns, UTI’s, kidney stones, bladder & yeast
infections, etc.)  These are coming up and out to be healed as our
lightbodies "touch down" into the most physical parts of our lives. 
These imbalances will not "go away" until we have purified, integrated
and grounded into our full physical form…which is what many are
completing now.

On a bioenergetic level, what is happening now is the finalization
of the switch over from carbon to crystalline… electromagnetic to
scalar.  This month and into the June Solstice/eclipse period, you are
completing the reconnection to enable these (scalar) energies to fully
activate in your auric fields. Those with the light quotient required
for full activation will be harnessing the potentials within these
scalar wave frequencies and beginning to apply them in the outer world.


On an emotional level, we are clearing truck loads of fear which is
what triggers the release of these deeply embedded cellular memories,
dis-ease & imbalances within our physical bodies.  Lots of anxiety
and feelings of restlessness or unease have been hanging around as well
as erratic sleeping patterns, fatigue, lack of motivation/inspiration
& general feelings of disconnection, and even depression.  We
should begin to feel a lift in these energies momentarily.

See you next month!


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