What is your world made of, your personal
world. In the resent workshop Stop Running from the Matrix, I presented
ideas pertaining to our individual storylines which was quite
triggering. For although many had examined the realization of an
existence of stories there seem to be a completely new level of
realization around the multi tiered storylines upon which the life of
the individual is experienced. There is of course the collective
storyline as well; the planetary storyline/s. One such collective
storyline currently is “Health”. We can currently feel and
observe the triggers, the codes stirring all potential latent illnesses
within the human gene pool based on bloodlines and ancestral health
programs.  

Within the the trigger
has been the Health Care bill. This has been the code activator for
illnesses to arise in multiple extremes as people are not only triggered
but reminded that they are supposed to get sick. They are reminded of
their fragility as a species programmed with a fear of
death/annihilation/the possibility of none existence in the game; this
becomes the true meaning of the “human race”, a literal race.
The breast cancer ads remind you to “race for a cure”. We are
continuously reminded that we have a race to be won against the enemy
of “time”. The marketing of the “race” has everyone in a spin
as much “time/” is spent working at escaping or dodging a
potential illness. Other triggers have been the race to “fix” the
environment and of course more recently there is the . All
around us are triggers to remind us of “health dangers”.

What happens next? Well for those who are not “health
conscious” as we say then they will subscribe to the marketing of
potential illnesses whereby they will see their doctor who will either
provide a prescription or recommend a specialist or whatever is
essential to assist the individual with bloodline storyline/collective
storyline etc. After all you are encoded with memory of the unavoidable
patterns of health catastrophes which have occurred throughout what we
define as human history.  

We are lost in a
repetition of historic cycles. As for the “health conscious” individual
(and I know firsthand) we become pretty much neurotic about our diet.
We simply move from one matrix to the next based on the storyline of
that matrix. There is the “Raw matrix” where one feels more
protected from potential illnesses caused by , then there is
the vegetarian matrix…with or without , then there is
the fruitarian matrix who says that’s all I need to keep me healthy and
of course the vegan matrix…no in the diet. In
observing my own experience on the wheel I realized just how much time I
spent in the store reading the labels for fear of consuming something
that I just knew would have an adverse effect on me according to the
“heath storyline” I was operating by. What was even more amazing is
that the more I eliminated things from my diet was the more I had to
eliminate even more things from my diet as I was now fully into my
bloodline health story.

As I worked at escaping
potential health issues like allergies and digestive issues the more I
triggered these issues…pretty soon there is not much to eat. At this
point you are in hook line and sinker; you are on the “
trip…jumping from one food matrix to the other…omg! But it does not
stop there because the external environment is feeding and supporting
this rollercoaster by reminding you of the chemtrails, the poisonous
additives to the food, you are reminded of the enzymes and vitamins
deficient from the human diet, the damage that can be caused by the
sun, the fumes in the air, plastic or paper the dangers of plastic
bottles and drinking water. Of course the next fad coming along is one
“becoming a breatharian”, of course this is generally supported by a
disdain for food or it is viewed as a possible straight shoot to
enlightenment. (If this happens for you as part of an effortless
process great however this does not elevate one above those who are
still engaged in the enjoyment of food) We are on a pleasure journey
although it does not feel like it. Everything works according the
experience sought!

In my book The Holographic
Canvas I do speak of the effects of food on the body but what I did not
directly mention is the storylines attached to the individual. Well
one might say what about a baby; well a baby is still a being occupying
an earth vehicle. As a being this baby’s vehicle/body has the
codes/programs and storylines of his/her bloodline. These health
codes/programs/stories are activated according to what is required for
the journey so is it really about the food or does the food simply serve
the storyline being activated. The and
supports a series of storylines as food is so nurturing and healing to
our emotional state. So what role does our emotional state play in the
isn’t our emotional state attached to some sort of storyline
regardless of what we do.

Everything about our
life is fueled by a layer of conditions stemming from our bloodline as
well as the collective story; from here we create scripts for our
individual stories. We nurture and coddle everything about our
experiences including our health. It’s an opportunity to build a
segment in one’s life around health conditions or concerns. Just think
about how involved you become in any condition that you are told you
have or that you believe you are dealing with. This is not a good or a
bad thing as it is simply part of a segment of the experiences one has
added to ones adventure in what we define as “your life”. The
“matrix of food storylines” however provides one with enough supporting
content in traveling through the . We become part of
the movement; a movement that becomes just another religion to which
one chooses a food matrix within which one can play his/her role with
all the content that will be provided by similar players.  

In the event that one feels the need to defend ones
diet there is no need to you are doing exactly what is needed for your
story just as I have ( I have however gotten off that wheel). You are
nurturing your script as any great performer should. You must make the
role believable to yourself otherwise you will not gain the treasure
from the outcome. The coding is already in your genes/bloodline waiting
for the right opportunity to be triggered into a full blown story! Yes
now we have something to work with! Childhood trauma, relationship
trauma, failure, rejection or ones embrace of the patterns of health
issues associated with ones bloodline are all silent triggers.

One must now work at escaping or “run for a cure”.
In teaching lymphology in the past I have always told the class that
they eat for two objectives, pleasure and fuel. So exactly what is the
body converting into energy from earth produced foods; that would be
trapped sunlight from the food. We are eating sunlight. However one may
eat meat and receive the essentials for his/her body based on the
health storyline (everything is alive whether it be flesh or plants,
everything is in agreement of this experience, we eat bugs day in and
day out each time we open our mouths or breath). In the end it is the
evolution of one’s consciousness that is determining the condition of
the body. Consciousness represents levels of self awareness; it
represents both the expansiveness of one’s awareness as well as the
limitations of one’s awareness. In the even bigger picture all of the
conditions of our environment being imposed on our “health” can be
overridden in the body as the energy from the storylines are drained and
put to rest. This is not about positive thinking this is about a deep
realization of our individual game that we have been caught in and
ending it. There is a hidden fear for many should these story no longer
be there…then what next…what will you do. Those stories and conditions
have been our motivation for living so to speak. “Those stories filled
up my life, what will I focus on if I no longer have to be imprisoned
by the environment and the food matrix. What will become of me when
there are no stories to swap?”

If ones profession involves
supporting the health storyline do not be despondent as we are all
helping each other support our storyline in one form or another. What I
would say is to become aware of the story that  you may tell yourself
that people need fixing but instead go ahead and embrace the role you
play as just that a role. This is what your hologram called for.  As I
have often said no body needs me however I am receptive to a particular
game experience when it’s presented. Once we begin to let go of the
exasperating assessment of potential demise to the body or our overall
existence we will regain tremendous power and a sense of wholeness
instead of feeling like a captive of our story.

There is so much
more beyond the realm of focus which we have committed to the physical
experience. Sight becomes less and less impeded by the distraction of
the struggle to preserve oneself in the physical existence. The less
that one struggles to maintain the body based on physical remedies and
instead elevate the body into the field of timelessness the body will no
longer be forced to function in fragmentation, defending itself against
this thing or that thing as there is no this thing or that thing simply
an illusion of segments; a beautiful illusion that continues to allow
us the most amazingly believable experience in what seems to be an
eternity but is only a moment. We must now give our bodies permission to
operate without these fractured experiences in realizing that the body
takes its cue from our belief systems and hidden storylines. So can we
change course? Sure we can, will it be challenging? More than likely,
yes.

Remember that as you choose to change course that which you
have worked at escaping might seem to emerge but the key is to remind
yourself that you cannot be fooled by your eyes. The thoughts will come
in association with the old storylines and genetic/bloodline programs
but you do not have to sign up for it and over time you will find that
your over assessment which generally triggers these storylines no longer
emerge. Instead you simply act according to an immediate connection
with the inner more expansive self. Then there is nothing to fear and
you are now ready for a more expansive experience in the field of
possibilities.

©2010 Sonia Barrett