This experience I have been relating has transformed me as is plainly aware. The Old Ways such a distant memory until they crop up in the present moment to be released… Something that is other than useful anymore, triggered in an instant it jumps into awareness with a thud as it is denser than the frequency I carry these days. It is a shock when this happens but thankfully, I have the tools and discernment to reclaim my power and shift quickly back to the Loving Timeline.
As I have come to align my being with the Original Creator of my Soul, this transformation has occurred. A true understanding of my relationship with the Divine has flourished and I am grateful. So filled with gratitude that it pours forth from my being, like the waters of Oak Creek well forth from underground springs ever-flowing abundance and life givingprana bring consciousness to the surroundings. I have found myself living here, in the canyon… nestled within Creator’s embrace amongst the red rock spires and canyon breezes. Life… juicy and delicious has sprung forth from this experience of letting go.
As I sit here, listening to the canyon call forth its constant decree I am humbled to the point of tears. I have found my relationship to the divine Creation of All that Is. I look back on the journey and rejoice…
These discoveries about myself, of which I have written, did not come without a guide. I have been immersed in a Shamanic lifestyle for the past 2.5+ years with my partner Deva. She has been with me this whole time, through the darkest moments of my life she was there for me. An active participant, as well, she has been my Healer and Shaman… my primary Teacher and Guide. Truly, it is borne from this relationship with Deva that I have become what I am today. She is the partner and teacher that has Lovingly stood by me after all the experiences, including the one I wrote about in the previous entry about insights from an experience we shared with another healer/teacher that became very intense.
She had her work cut out for her, as the life I lived was ingrained throughout my being and the unraveling of the energetic structure that had taken such a toll on my physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies was quite a task. Trust me, I was loaded up with all kinds of programming, mind-control, influences, projections and artificial realities. In bringing those into relationship with someone who had already mastered much about themselves, including the very important principle, know thyself, as well as she being a very adept shaman, I found myself in a supportive and healing environment to reclaim myself.
And this I have done, with Deva’s guidance, support and healing, I have come through the eye of the needle and am consistently and cohesively aligned to the Loving Timeline. I am flowing with Creation, as it flows through me and all around me. I have been shown the beauty of All that Is in this relationship with Deva and formed a partnership that has aligned two very powerful beings in reverence and with Divine guidance.
Living a shamanic lifestyle brings understanding of the importance of All that Is and how we relate to it. The spirit and energy worlds all around us providing messages and clues that guide along the path. As I paused to reflect at the above, I noticed my word count… 2 followed by three sevens… 2 spiritual beings. 482 adds up to 14 (7×2)… partnership. Another little message that shows me I am on the right path. ☺ …
What we have been able to do together in our sovereign unity has been truly astounding. We created something really wonderful as we traversed the depths of the experience, navigating with Love and Kindness as our guide. She was always there for me when I faltered, providing insight into the situation, Loving guidance and patience beyond reproach. Her integrity, unmatched in any other I have met, has shown me just how critical it is to be true to the self. To know myself, to become the master of myself, thoughts, words and actions that make me be.
This is what Deva has shown me through her shining example, leading me through to Higher Ground. Now, as we both expand into the vastness that we have embodied, I can see the path so clearly. It is right here and now that I align to its tread and apply my will to the present moment. It is right here that I embrace the divine nature of this experience and connect to the Original Creator of All that Is in all its richness and glory. The synergy continues to build as Deva and I come into our partnership in new and more expansive ways.
We have come to higher ground, together, along a difficult path and I for one am a better person for it! I have found the spiritual path I have always been looking for and for that I am grateful. I am excited by the new opportunities that are unfolding before my senses and see our partnership moving into new territory as well. We have done healing work together along the way, but recent experiences have shown us we are capable of far more than we have ever attempted in the past.
As we continue the journey more will be revealed as to the nature of the work we do. Divine guidance and Higher Consciousness are leading the way and I am connected and listening.
The winds of change are blowing here in the canyon a sign that much is transforming and aligning to Creation. All is happening for the highest possible good and my participation is ordained. I am grateful and in service…
Love and Kindness,