Monday, September 20, 2010
So this article was supposed to be the second part to "Stepping into
the Flow" that I posted earlier this week…but I should have known
better. There is no such thing as a "linear" order to events any more,
and though I naively thought that I could force my will against divine
will, the universe took a completely different turn just to show me
This energetic turn, while short and intense, was so unexpected and
out of the blue, that I literally ended up back in fetal position
wondering how to feed myself, let alone how to piece together the rest
of that expired energy update.
If you felt like this past week coming off of Mercury retrograde has
been unusually challenging… to the point that you thought you were
back at the beginning of this heinous journey…you were not alone. I was
officially ass. over. teacup. Completely unplugged.
Just as we were beginning to S L O W L Y make forward moving strides
toward our new lives, we were collectively capsized by a white squall of
sudden self-doubt while plunging even deeper into the seas of
uncertainty. Some huge waves of incapability came crashing on our shores
that may have caused you to question really BIG things on even deeper
levels…questions like: Is this thing REALLY gonna happen?… or maybe
even questions about your long-held creations, like: do I REALLY want to
be doing this?…OR…Is this REALLY what I want? …or Can I REALLY do
Not only have we just been capsized by these sobering questions and
purgings of doubt, but we are hanging on to the bottom of a boat that is
rapidly taking us over the edge of a canyon wall that we can’t. yet.
see. Sweet Jesus.
Naturally, these periods of clearing & integration can create a
serious dip in confidence. It’s like, the further we ground into our
lives and bodies, the more sober we become and the less plausible this
all seems. (yikes) But these feelings only exist while we are knee-deep
in clearing…once we make it thru to the other side of an integration
period and can exhale, we get it…but in the meantime its like waking up
from a long dream and wondering how we got here…but more importantly,
how and when we will get the hell OUT of here.
These frustrations of being held back have been r e a l l y
intensifying this past week…boiling within us like a geyser ready to
burst through the earth and launch us into the stratosphere thru the
release of over a decade of mounting pressure. These building emotions
have been coming to a head are definitely aiding us in moving forward,
and thank heavens for that because we literally can’t see a foot in
front of our faces!
From where we stand…and from the compression of time collapsing in on
itself…there is no such thing as predicting the future anymore, so we
are all riding the wild waves of the present moment with such focus
(and with a "please-god-let-me-survive-this" death grip) that the
energies shift too quickly now to pretend we know anything.
And we really don’t know anything…we have NO IDEA what’s actually in
store for us (which is part of the excitement!) other than a barely
perceptible feeling of "we are so close"…
But to what?
And that’s what this week has been all about:
1) releasing more preconceived notions of what will be, so we can create what is with total freedom…
2) purging the deeply embedded fears that block us from our power (which
accounts for those odd solar plexus/abdomen rumblings & pains),
3) witnessing the building momentum (frustration/stress) within that is bringing us to a sort of "live free or die" mentality…
…and all of this in preparation for stepping out and becoming visible to the world again.
This week was designed to shake up our foundations for the purposes
of loosening any lingering feelings of incapability (do I really have
what it takes?) so we can move forward into the unknown with confidence
as we step onto a bigger life platform without knowing any of "the
The Pleiadian High Council mentions that the greater purpose of this
week was to "step further into our divine template as we begin to honor
the physical transition from human to divine human." In fact, they say
that this whole week has been an extreme balancing act between these two
realities (separation/reconnection), and one that we are now learning
to master the art of.
Because change is S L O W L Y beginning to show up in our external
lives, so much needs to be accomplished to restructure and align our
outside world to match our new internal processing. This made the recent
disconnect even more daunting as we were thrown back into our old
separated selves again…unplugged from our power source while in the
middle of some BIG life changes (and we are still at the tail end of
some intense cellular transmutation).
For many, this new platform means… or will mean…moving to a new
geographic location (& if u are not moving, you may have just
noticed that EVERY ROOM in your house is now the wrong color or that you
suddenly hate your refrigerator), ending or beginning major
relationships/careers/businesses, starting new projects/partnerships and
finding a new or revised physical outlet for the expanded expression of
the YOUniversal you. With regard to these changes, the PHC
says…"stabilize & brace yourself for change." Luckily, we’re wise
enuf now to know what this really means: "settle into a box of donuts
and marathon run of Jersey Shore on TiVo." Yeah, I said that.
These disconnection periods, while shorter now than ever before, feel
so extreme because we are so close to being fully immersed in the
oneness, that the stark comparison of separation is becoming,
vibrationally speaking, too much to bear.
But as I mentioned in the last two updates, we are still ebbing and
flowing, finding our feet and stabilizing in the new which means that
one day we are completely amped up and running insane amounts of
energy…(you know those days. you suddenly feel like a superhero with
amnesia, thinking you can do ANYthing while forgetting the last 10 years
of consciousness climbing as you run in circles, or into walls, because
you are completely unable to ground, focus or sleep) …and the next we
are down for the count, sleeping (integrating) for hours on end like we
just came off of wicked coke bender.
These fluctuations are not only physically taxing, they also create
disparate emotional extremes between…"ANYTHING & NOthing is
possible." Holy mania batman.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch… we finally made it through the
dimensional doorway of the grand crosses of the summer months (winter
for the southern hemisphere)…the proverbial eye of the needle…and this
month we are settling into our new grooves, securing our foundations,
and beginning to physically restructure our external lives as we step
into the universal flow of perfect timing. We may still pop back through
the door now and again (like we did all this week) to revisit the old
(or just to give ourselves a swell swoop in the arse), but the visits
will be shorter and shorter until not at all.
New Wave of Light
The PHC also wants us to know that despite how awful we can feel at
any given moment, that they are, in fact, "regulating the amount of
light that each of us willfully inhabits" (sheesh…can u imagine what
it would be like if they weren’t???) and that there is coming a new wave
of energy that will take us beyond the confines of time and space. (I
think they may be referring to the equinox (9/22 (EDT) or the 10:10…or
both…but as usual, I am only given enough information to get us
through the here and now. Besides, what does it really matter at this
point…they all hurt.)
Speaking of pain, I am also hearing that altho we will be moving
forward with less resistance beginning this week, I am getting a heads
up that we may also be momentarily returning to that horrid state of
separation again (presumably during one or both of these next two
downloads?)…feeling the distance between our higher & lower
self…but that this is only a temporary disconnect that will apparently
complete the rewiring of our pituitary/pineal gland. (hence all the
headaches, sneezing, vertigo, ear pain, body temp irregularities
(chills/sweating), deep sleeps/insomnia, burning/watery eyes, and sinus
(Also worth mentioning…during this very sensitive time of
pituitary/pineal activation (known to the outside world as "allergy
season"), it is important to steer clear of any/all environmental
toxins, noxious fumes (like diesel exhaust for example), fragrances with
chemicals…especially petroleum based… anything that is not a natural,
that you are sensitive to, or could cause interference in the opening
of your third eye)
The PHC say that the pituitary and pineal are finally signing prenups
and preparing to merge in sacred union…aka the sacred marriage of the
male and female energies within us & the recipe/ingredients for
transfiguration) Apparently, from this merging forward "all will be
regarded as "new territory" and the old world will seem to separated by a
demarcation point. This demarcation point represents the completion of
the merging process and from this point onward, our conscious memory
will seem split before and after ascension."
(So curiously people…is this like BC/AD? I am pretty intrigued by
that notion, and can’t help but draw the correlation. BA/AA??? Would
love your feedback on that idea…)
They say that the reason this is being brought to our awareness is to
assist us (especially the more irreverent of us) to realize that this
is a ginormous shift taking place and that the experiences we tout as
nonessential, are indeed of great importance…and that the longer we
have consciously been on this path and worked with these energies, the
more profound the external proof of our internal shift will be.
Well, I don’t think any of us going thru this process can doubt the
depth of the transformation…regardless of what think or be-lie-ve, our
bodies don’t lie.
And that, I suppose, is the comedy in collective perspective : ))