Wednesday, 22 September, 2010 
I know I just sent out an Ascension Insight message
yesterday but was guided to send this one today because what I
experienced in the last 48 hours is part of the that we
are experiencing this week with the today and the on
September 23. It is an energy boomerang that will show us what happens
when we think consider going back to the past. So, here we go, it’s an
interesting, dramatic story.
 
A few years ago I was involved
with someone I will call David. From our first meeting, which happened
‘by accident’ (even though we know there are no accidents), I knew that
there was something very important about this relationship. After our
first dinner date I felt that something was odd about him but I was
willing to see what unfolded. And I had insight into a very important
past life that I had with him that I needed to heal. But in the weeks
that followed the drama, intensity and often sheer ridiculousness of
his behavior let me know that this was not the right person for me. So I
ended the relationship.
 

Then a few days ago I was contacted by
David and he asked whether we could be friends. I was a little
hesitant given our past history and told him I would have to think
about it. So I asked for guidance and to be shown whether this was the
right move for me. Well, a few hours after I asked that question I got
my answer in the form of contact from someone who wanted to partner
with me on a project. Within hours, I had received over twenty emails
about the project, changing dates, asking for more participating from
me, questioning me about things that were not even related to the
project and when I asked him to step writing to me because I felt it
wasn’t a good fit and I was no longer interested (because it was
getting to be too dramatic and too much work), the attacks got
personal.
 
After a while I stopped reading his emails because
they were just mean and spiteful. And then I remembered my guidance
request and saw the similarities between this man and David. In fact,
they were the same personality. How did I open that can of worms? By
opening myself up to David energetically, I went back to the energetic
imprint that was present in our relationship. And I attracted someone
with that imprint. Even though I had stepped out of it by ending the
relationship, David’s contact was an invitation to go back. And when I
asked for guidance, I was shown the imprint that still existed and
attracted a similar energy to show me that nothing about the situation
had changed. Opening that door set an energetic boomerang in motion
that had brought that imprint right back into my life.   
Did I get the message? Absolutely. David will have to walk his path without me.
 
But
the bigger issue here is what happens when we consider going back to
the past. Of course we can and it is always a choice we have to make but
along with that choice we have to consider what it means to us
energetically. When we go back to the past its energy is moved into our
present reality. Then we can make an informed choice about whether or
not we will move forward.
 
Why is this coming up now? The
Equinox is about balance and a change of season. While we think that
only pertains to nature, we are also part of the Earth’s energy. So as
we move into a new season we have new opportunities for growth. And part
of that process is re-visiting the past and deciding whether any part
of it will fit into our current reality.
 
If we are confident
in the new energy paradigms we have created, we will look at the past
and let it stay where it belongs (in the past).
 
If we are not
confident and we still need a lesson in letting go, acceptance, or
acknowledging our power, we will get a lesson in the energetic paradigm
we are about to take on.
 
Sometimes as we are going through a
big transformation we want closure with the past, which sometimes means
that we want someone to give us the closure in the form of
acknowledging us in some way. This is where we have to put on our
mastery hat and remember that closure, like forgiveness, is a gift we
give to ourselves. The person who was a challenge in the past will
probably be a challenge in the present. Our choice is whether we will
are willing to really let go of energies that no longer fit and do not
serve our current path, no matter who they are connected to.
 
And
there is another aspect to this shift which has to do with the Full
Moon of September 23, which is at 0 degrees of Aries and Libra, which
has to do with the self and relationships. Our lessons here are about
how we create relationships relative to what we think about ourselves,
putting ourselves and our needs first, being powerful in our own lives
and letting our power create the energetic paradigms we operate in and
attract others through. Are we confident enough to create new paradigms
that are not bringing the energies of the past into our current
reality? Where do we stand in the areas of self love, self empowerment
and our beliefs about what we want and deserve in our life?
 
0
degrees Aries is the point of new beginnings and to have this astral
alignment so close to the equinox is very powerful. And, for you
astrology lovers, all of the outer planets (Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune,
Uranus and Pluto) are in early or very late degrees of a sign and
aspect the Equinox and Full Moon, a very rare occurrence. So we have a
lot of support available to us for any changes we want to make.
 
What new beginnings do you want to create in your life today?
 
What aspects of the past are you willing to release? If not, then which energies of the past are you willing to live with today?
 
Use
this time to practice acceptance with everyone, give yourself closure
and bless your teachers. They play an important role on your path. And
take a power inventory-how powerful and confident do you feel when you
have to create new paradigms for your life? Do you wish you could go
back to the past and change some aspect of it?   If the past is knocking
at your door, it has an important message for you. Enjoy these
powerful days and use them to create a brilliant new reality.  

Stay calm, focused, and aware and remember your thoughts are creating every moment of your life. Think the best ones. 
  
As
you ponder this and the other things that are happening at this time
(Mercury is finally out of retrograde, so it’s time to move forward
now), remember to:
  
Accept all gifts of understanding with gratitude and use them to apply forgiveness, release and healing to every situation.

Ask for guidance and confirmation and then wait for it to come to you.

Above
all, be grateful for this opportunity to be part of humanity’s amazing
shift in consciousness as we all ascend into the miracle vibration.
 
Many blessings in these miraculous and amazing times,