head on straight, so please bear with me as I try to use words again.
I guess I will open with this:
November left us for dead
you have been feeling like you are suddenly back at the very beginning
of your journey again, experiencing the same
situations/sicknesses/emotional entanglements/financial hardships/etc…
take heed. Some heavy goo has been kicked up the last 40 days and 40
nights… and if you were as deep in it as I was, no doubt you spent most
of those on your back (all I can say is…thank gawd for the new season
of Housewives…and all other mindless Bravo brain fodder for that
From the very end of October and thru the entire month
of November we endured such a legendary disconnect period that for the
first time ever, I was not sure if I would still be writing these
updates when we emerged on the other side. I mean, we have certainly
plowed thru p l e n t y of void periods over the last decade or so,
but November brought the whole concept next level…to the point that I
was unable to hear, feel, think, sense or intuit anything outside of my
physical reality…which was also very bleak, mind you. It was like the
universe just dropped us off in the middle of the forest, left us to
our own human devices, and without so much as a pack of matches, a GPS
or an US weekly.
Personally, I was completely reduced to a
toddler-like-state with a month long temper tantrum…vacillating between
flipping off the forces that be, and quivering in my pillow to the
tune of: "I want my mommy". If I didn’t have abandonment issues
prior to ascension, I definitely do now. My extreme child-like
resistance to this punishment…a month without a purpose…was
completely laughable to anyone who witnessed me, but soooooo not funny.
I just could not get away from myself…everywhere I went, there I was.
In a word…brutal. In two words…upyoursmuthafatha god.
Luckily, since the new moon last Sunday, there is a very different vibe
slowly leaking into the earth plane and we are reconnecting again
while adjusting to this new space we are now inhabiting…albeit a
little lighter. Well, still fat, but with less emotional encumbrances.
So what gives?
First of all, I had to call in the big guns for back-up this time
around, otherwise I would have never gotten this update out…so this
blogcast is officially brought to you by three separate sponsors: the
Andromedan Collective, the Pleiadian High Council and the Spiritual
I needed all the help I could get to make some
sense of the nightmare we just lived through and from what I can
gather, (if you weren’t forced to push the eject button) November
offered us two things :
1) An emotional
upgrade…the loss of more of our ego-created selves so that we can
inhabit more of our authentic self and live directly from the heart.
Loss = mourning, so if you spent the last month crying over spilled
milk, welcome to the hormonally imbalanced. We are mourning the loss
of more outdated aspects of ourselves (those things that we thought we
would be, do or have in this lifetime, but didn’t) which of course can
also create a fleeting identity crisis leaving us vulnerable and
skinless…pervious to all lower forms of energy and feeling as though we
have no protection from societal forces of harshness. We are slowly
coming out of a very inward period where even getting the mail may have
felt like torture.
This sloughing-off included everything from
releasing played-out relationships & responsibilities to shedding
more preconceived ideas of who we thought we were and what we thought
we were here to contribute… and everything in between. The
reconnection of this higher level, heart-based intelligence required an
extensive rewire and manifested as a zombie-like state, a complete
lack of interest in living…not even so much an interest in dying, just
an overwhelming indifference to life… and of course with a side dish
of physical misery to boot.
This disconnect period may have
surfaced in a myriad of ways for you but the most obvious symptom of
the void is that it is difficult-to-impossible to feel good or
connected to anything in any realm.
Some common side effects
are as follows: disinterest in our passions, purpose, potential,
projects, creativity, all those things we normally enjoy, etc…the
inability to connect to our higher guidance… financial
hardship/sluggishness…lack of desire to care for/nurture our
bodies/exercise/eat well (even the foods we eat seem tired and
unappealing)…feeling constantly dissatisfied yet not knowing how to feel
fulfilled/can manifest as hunger that won’t go away even after a meal,
unsatisfying sleep, etc…wanting/needing to be alone and feeling
These periods are some of the most
difficult to navigate on the ascension journey, but the undeniable
truth is, they eventually and always bring us to a higher and
better-feeling place. Even when we don’t think we will survive it, and
we have absolutely convinced ourselves that we are completely
delusional and that nothing good will ever come of sacrificing a decade
or two of our lives …something beautiful and amazing always pops
thru…and just in the nick of time.
2) On a
physical level, we have been undergoing some MASSIVE etheric
reconstructive brain surgery…some of which is still "bleeding" into
December and will not be complete until the beginning of January as we
find our new footing and try to make sense of this new reality we are
adjusting our focus to. If you have been experiencing a literal
inability to focus or make cognitive sense of things (what I call
left-brain dead), or an unusual amount of
spinning/dizziness/vertigo/loss of balance/eye issues/burning, itching
& watery eyes/spaciness and/or sinus headaches &
migraines…most likely its related to this upgrade.
extensive brain rewiring manifested as the result of joining polarized
spiritual forces within the 6th and 7th chakras (pituitary/pineal
glands)… the blending of the divine feminine and masculine energies
that are fully responsible for our entrance and focus (hence vision
issues) into galactic consciousness via the higher mind. The
Andromedans reassure us that this recalibration period was quite an
extraordinary event, and one that completes the release from karmic
re-creation…the universally heralded and perceptual "shift of the ages".
As we reorient ourselves to the new timeline and our physical bodies
begin to harmonize with the new frequencies, we will begin to see, feel,
and experience new dimensional patterns based in a higher reality
construct. The secrets once hidden from our mortal sight will become
available to us and our vision will become keener… our perceptions,
In other words, the shift from November to
January is a deeply physical one and is resulting in our reconnection
to unity consciousness and divine love. In fact, I am told that
November was primarily a biological restructuring period and one that
required us to be completely unplugged from our current level of
consciousness so that we could be reoriented to the new timeline.
Make no mistake…this recent disconnect was the mother-load of all
disconnects. If your wheels came off like mine did, its simply because
its time for a new set.
After a disconnect
period, there is always a reconnect period…albeit to a higher
level/frequency…which is what we are in the process of assimilating to
now. Though technically we are still between worlds, the Pleiadians
share that as a result of this recent reconnection, those who partake
in and are aligned with the divine developments on earth will
experience a great shift in mind, body and spirit…a harmonizing shift
that will offer us the ability to further stabilize ourselves in the
increasing frequencies, to maintain equilibrium in our cells, and to
consciously coexist with our brothers and sisters of divine heritage as
reconnected galactic humans in 2011.
As always there is an
adjustment period (aka, pain) required to bring our lower bodies into
alignment with our higher self because we are now vibrating at a much
higher rate and our cells still need time to adjust. The month of
December will definitely be a time to re-harmonize…an intense period
of assimilating to the latest download so we are fully prepared to
exercise our gifts and potential in the new timeline. That said, there
is also a period of activity surfacing that will enable us to finish
up details and actualize year-end goals as well as some new and aligned
opportunities that may arise, compliments of the next 6 weeks of
powerful galactic, astrological and celestial forces.
would like to welcome you to this new level of human existence, we are
beyond delighted to greet you here. What you have been accustomed to
experiencing prior to this dimensional shift is far from what you will
be able to experience now. Look for big changes in your inner and
outer world…the macro and the micro." -Pleiadian High Council
The Pleiadians also mention that our merkaba is changing.. the sacred
geometric vehicles that house and transport our consciousness are
rapidly increasing in spin and morphing into a new geometric construct
which will support and enable our participation with ascended living.
These changes are also responsible for our recently skewed depth
perception and inability to focus from a particular point of reference.
(aka, brain scramble) This is nothing to be concerned about, we are
simply rising up, bumping against a dimensional ceiling in an attempt to
break thru to a higher altitude which can of course cause feelings of
confusion, lightheadedness, ungroundedness and dizziness.
Lastly, I am hearing that when the reconnection is complete, many of us
will be shedding our old spirit guides/soul-team members who so
fervently helped us along the way…more aptly stated, we are becoming
these future versions of ourselves that once guided us here, and as a
result, we will now be mingling with many more who will be coming forth
to work with us in this plane as new human AND spirit guides/mentors
and teachers of the higher ways. Groovy.
is a tide coming that is preparing to wash away all that is not in
alignment with the new. This tide is offering each wayshower the full
ability to step into unity consciousness and to take part in the
planning and preparation period for the next and final stage of the
planetary ascension" -Spiritual Hierarchy
From what I am
being shown, December is a powerhouse month beginning with a Mercury
retrograde period that started today, 12/10, and will be returning
direct on the 30th. Shortly after we have the 12/12…the final galactic
gateway portal of 2010 which is pushing us to complete all the
spiritual lessons that the last 12 months scraped up for us. We also
have a VERY powerful solstice on the 21st (when the sun closely aligns
with the galactic center), and another famous eclipse sandwich….a full
moon and total lunar eclipse on the same day as the solstice and a
partial solar eclipse on January 4, 2011. Mixed in with that
caffeinated cosmic cocktail are some major celestial & astrological
happenings threatening to cauterize our past…whether we feel ready or
In general, this month will be another month of
completion. In addition to the holidays, there is much to be
accomplished in both our inner and outer worlds and December offers us
the opportunity to take advantage of these supportive energies for
endings if we are paying attention. The eclipse period beginning on
12/21 will offer us a major portal of expansion…what the Spiritual
Hierarchy refer to as a "wormhole from the old to the new". "The
illuminated energies from this (eclipse) portal will besiege those who
choose to release themselves from the old and willfully embrace the
Like most months, I am being shown a combination of
tiny bursts of forward movement, and longer periods of cellular
integration, but this month there is a strong message coming thru for
those who choose to exit their past via the eclipse portal…we are
enthusiastically being reminded that we will not be able to carry any
density with us to the other side, so this month is the final month to
release emotional burdens and wrap up outworn affairs.
you walk forth into the month of December, you will be embraced by
more loving energies, but you will also be called to complete many
outworn tasks, behaviors, relationships, and activities that have held
you bound. Realize that these next 6 weeks are a gift and will serve
you well should you be willing to first let go and then fully open
yourself to receiving. We cannot stress this enough… completion is the
overriding energy of December with regard to your new beginnings." SH
I know I say this a lot, but our new beginnings will not commence until
every last personal detail has been completed and finalized and all
wayward elements from the past are wrapped up. In other words, we can’t
skip any steps…anything that we’ve forgotten, suppressed or ignored
will come at us like a spider monkey this month, so be sure to take a
good look around your life and see whats left to deal with because this
is a sort of last chance offer to empty our proverbial chalice.
If it feels in any way like you are being pushed too far, its because
you are…we will be pushed to a breaking point in those areas of our
lives that we are not seeing clearly, areas that need a shift in
perspective or deeper understanding in order for us to become unhinged.
We are being stretched as far as we can possibly go so as to encourage
(?) us to deal with every last lingering detail, to strip away every
illusion/delusion we’ve honored along the way so that we can be as empty
and as pure as possible before we fill ourselves up with the new.
Even without our participation, we will be all-but-forced to resolve
and absolve it all with the celestial powerhouses lining up to clean
our clocks, I mean slates.
My advice? Always better to go willingly & consciously.
These final labor pains of 2010 will continue to pulsate and push us
forth into the new waves of unity consciousness…waves of creativity and
bliss that undulate in increasing frequency in 2011. So know that from
now until the eclipse period we are receiving this final call to
separate ourselves from all that no longer serves us (limiting thoughts,
situations, relationships, residences,
careers…illusions/delusions…health issues, etc)..cuz come the
eclipse sandwich, we will be sucked up and spit out by cosmic forces way
beyond our control…vibrationally sifted and sorted…and landing in
our new reality with the task of figuring out how the heck everything
works in this as-yet-unknown-territory.
"The next two
months in earth-time will be centered around love. The love quotient
in each and every one of you has risen significantly and now that you
are moving into the unity timeline, a dimension of oneness, you will be
vibrationally eligible to receive all the blessings of love’s grace." -SH
have been rapidly and intensively changing on a cellular level,
preparing our new human templates…which are meticulously designed to
operate on the new timeline…for a very long time. These upgraded
biology suits will hold more light and participate seamlessly with
ascended living. This is very exciting, however it unfortunately also
means some physical discomfort.
The list of symptoms is long
and varies as usual, but the most intense symptoms this time around
(especially last month) seemed to manifest in the head/neck area.
As mentioned earlier, the pituitary/pineal activations created lots of
dizziness/vertigo/loss of balance/vision problems/burning, itchy &
watery eyes/spaciness and/or sinus headaches & migraines,
stuffed/runny nose, post nasal drip, inability to focus, migraines,
sinus headaches, fatigue, sleep changes (insomnia/deep sleeps…up at
night, down during the day), night sweats, wild and vivid dreams, etc.
There were also those who experienced flu-like symptoms with lots of
muscle aches, neck stiffness/pain, sore throat, mouth/teeth pain,
clogged ears and tons of back pain (fluctuating between
lower/upper/middle…sometimes all three).
We also experienced a
major solar plexus (power) activation in the beginning of December
which may have created temporary waves of stomach pains & digestion
issues as well as the usual heart opening and grounding symptoms:
heartburn/indigestion, soreness behind the heart, nausea, palpitations
and rapid heart beat…lower back/leg aches, sharp shooting pains in
rectum/tailbone area, sore ankles, legs and feet, intestinal clearings
(candida/skin rashes/inflammations) etc.
We are going thru
major and magnificent biological changes needed for our new life
experiences so its very important to listen to what our body’s are
telling us….even if it is diametrically opposed to all we have been
taught. Protein cravings are very common during major integrations, as
well as periods of no appetite…or you may even need a random carb fix
at 3am during one of those insomnia streaks.
When in doubt,
nurture yourself like a pregnant woman… give your body what it
wants/needs when you can and don’t hold back…even & especially if
that means 15 hours of sleep and a steak for breakfast.
Reporting to you for the last time this year…see you on the other side of that sandwich!
Wishing you and yours a sacred holiday season, and enough energy to survive it ; ))
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