18 July 2011  

Channeler:  Suzan Caroll Ph.D

I am from Sirius B. I tell this story in hopes that you, our grounded ones of Earth, can learn from our and integrate these lessons into your reality. Sirius and Earth, Terra, as we have called it, have always been closely linked. Our world was also a water world; yet it was not the same as earth water. My form on Sirius B was similar to that of your cetaceans, but at this point, I seldom limit myself to any form and prefer my emanation of . I am all I wish to be, and I have completed all of my experiences, including the ascension of my planet and star system. You may call me Tarmaine.

Dear Earth Ones, please know that I use your language, as our language was completely telepathic. Therefore, it would be a language that you could not understand. Because our has downloaded me into her consciousness, I am able to access your language and communicate with you in a manner that you can understand. I speak in terms of I/me/my for the sake of your earth language. However, no such pronouns exist at my vibration. We are all in oneness and commune constantly in the divine unity of the One. We can track our consciousness back into individuality if we wish, but most of us keep that experience only as a memory. We return our consciousness to the third dimension solely to guide the grounded ones, as I am doing now.

I have come to you in your “time” to tell you our story of Planetary Ascension. Perhaps my story will ignite your memory, for many of us have incarnated on your world, which is also a water world. Furthermore, we have learned to incarnate in human forms to act as guides to those of humanity who could open their hearts and minds to us. In fact, there are many of us who volunteered to take form, both human and whale, on Earth during your “time” to assist with your Planetary Ascension.


Sirius, located in the Canes Major constellation, can be considered directly ‘upstream’ from our solar system in a cosmic sense in that refers to its relative position in the Milky Way galaxy. Sirius B is part of a Triune Star System of Sirius A, Sirius B and Sirius C. (http://sirianrevelations.net/the-source/the-sirius-ra-connection/ ) The planet of my origin, which is called by a telepathic name that is not translatable to your language, was pivotal in the ascension of our solar system. Like Earth, our planet was the last planet that was ready for the shift into the fifth dimension. Hence, we, like Earth, were the trigger for the ascension of our Solar System, Sirius B. I speak in past tense because our planet resonates in the fifth dimension and beyond. We are now an ascended planet of Light. However, just like our friends the Arcturians, we still hold a presence in the Galactic Sky. All of Sirius B is beyond polarity, separation, and limitation, but I speak to you from my masculine expression of Tarmaine to better tell my story of unification with my Divine Complement, Shaleem.

The “liquid” we lived in was more viscous than your water. The bottom, ground, or base of our atmosphere was much like the bottom of your ocean. Visualize a reality where the atmosphere, air in your world, was a viscous, watery substance. What would be your rivers and oceans would be our valleys and caves. These valleys and caves were filled with the same viscous, watery substance as the atmosphere, except that the atmosphere was the denser. As we moved farther away from the ocean floor, our atmosphere became less and less dense. Because of the density close to the planetary floor there was little or no light, and the ones who lived there became luminescent to create their own light.

Those of us who lived at the bottom of our atmosphere worshiped the darkness that was around us, whereas those of us who lived at the top of our atmosphere worshiped the light that we had sought through many generations of evolution. We believed at that time that the more evolved citizens of our society, such as our , lived in the upper atmosphere. These High Councilors, myself included, were the leaders of the , as well as the leaders of the upper atmosphere. From the perspective of our , the less evolved lived in the lower atmosphere. We believed that this separation was a sign of our superiority and the inferiority of those who worshiped the darkness.

On the other hand, the Council of Darkness believed that we, the Council of Light, were heretics and had denied our heritage when we abandoned our Source by moving away from the surface of the planet. Before our ascension, we did not realize that our society was based on a hierarchical system, filled with separation and limitation. We just both thought that we were “right.” The Councilors of Darkness lived near the valleys and caves in the Grounded Temples, and the Councilors of the Light resided in Temples that “floated” near the surface of our liquid atmosphere. These Temples floated because they were near the threshold between the third/fourth dimension and the fifth dimension.

Just as dimensions one through three intermingles in your world, dimensions one through four were intermingled in our world. Therefore, magic, imagination and all forms of psychic powers were always a main element of our society. For example, all of our communications were telepathic. We had no need for arms, as we moved things telekinetically, nor legs, as we “swam” and/or teleported ourselves.

On my world, males and females were always equal. In fact, we could change from male to female, or vice versa, within a single incarnation. We were almost androgynous, yet we still had Divine Complements with whom we eventually merged in preparation for our entry into the fifth dimension. Because our society had dimensions one through four intermingled, it made our ascension process into the fifth dimension much easier. However, we were not without the prelude of extreme polarities that your planet is now experiencing.

We had to amplify our polarities, just as your planet is doing now, in order to stretch the “rubber band” of light versus darkness to the greatest extreme. In this manner, we prepared for our ultimate ascension past all polarities, into the fifth dimension and beyond. As our time of ascension drew closer we, too, found that the first leaders to amass a great following were the leaders of Darkness, representing the old of separation and limitation. These leaders, who were firmly based in the familiar, used fear to control their legions. The leaders of light used love to guide their legions and, therefore, took much longer to amass a following. Fear is a choice of perception that is difficult to ignore. Unfortunately, love is a choice of perception that is often difficult to choose.


All of our inhabitants sprang from the depths of our caverns. Therefore, it took eons and eons for enough inhabitants to go through the long process of self-awareness in order to resonate to, and live in, the lighter, less dense vibrations of our atmosphere. Fortunately, when we died and reincarnated we had the choice to return to the frequency of form we had attained in our previous incarnation. After more generations than we could count, the population divided into those who would not change, and therefore, remained in the darkness, and those who had moved into the light and were ready to change even further to move into the next dimension.

The forces of the Light Council lived in unity. Therefore, each leader had to learn to rule their “self” with “SELF.” On the other hand, the Council of Darkness remained set in the pattern of an elite few ruling the many. This was largely why the Forces of Darkness were more powerful near the end. They had fewer changes to make and did not have to face, or transmute, their vast power of habit. The Forces of Light, on the other hand, had to learn an entirely new manner of guiding themselves before they could guide others.

Those who dwelled in the Darkness were not all “dark.” In fact, those who had stayed in the shadows and created their own illumination secretly gathered with their extreme opposites, the Threshold Dwellers. The Threshold Dwellers were never members of the elite Council of Light. They were, instead, members of our society who could no longer hate the Council of Darkness, as did the Council of Light. The Council of Light and the Council of Darkness were staunch enemies for as long as we could remember, and they refused to relinquish their traditions, or their belief that “their way was better.”

The followers of Light had risen to the lightest area of our planet by finding their SELF within. However, over time, the Councilors of Light became corrupted by their power. Once they had risen to the highest atmosphere and become High Councilors they stopped looking within because they no longer wanted to change. Instead, they wanted only to rule.

Another group, those who were not among the ruling class and later known as the Threshold Dwellers, quietly went about their SELF-realization without the temptation of being rulers. Hence, they could continue to see their own darkness and their own “inner enemies.” Through this process of SELF-realization, they had evolved beyond the need for enemies. They had faced their enemies within and no longer needed to project their fear out onto others, creating “outer enemies.”

The Ancients, the name given to those who had first learned to create their own illumination, were also not destined to be rulers. Instead, their sole concern was for the safe-keeping of our planet. Because of this dedication they developed a Planetary Consciousness. Within their Planetary Consciousness, they could experience the entire planet. The Ancients were descendants from our first civilizations. They had stayed in their caves, and away from the rest of society, so that they could protect the memory of the Divine Plan of Ascension that was prophesied when our civilization was young.

Using the opposite method, one of seeking great change and the reality beyond the planet, many Threshold Dwellers also gained Planetary Consciousness. These two groups were in communication with each other, with the entire planet and with the higher dimensions. The Threshold Dwellers gained galactic information and the Ancients grounded that information into the planet. Then, through the Ancient’s Planetary Consciousness, they grounded the galactic information into the unconscious mind of the planet’s dwellers.

While the Councils of Light and Darkness were holding onto the past tradition of power over others, the Threshold Dwellers and the Ancients were “waking up” to a new future. Neither the Council of Light nor the Council of Darkness could affect these two groups. Because they had found their “power within,” they were not influenced by external power. They had found their Truth, and were not in need of validation or control from any outside forces. The Threshold Dwellers and the Ancients knew that they were part of something more important than the old systems of the past. They had seen “the reason for their incarnation” and they knew their Multidimensional SELF. Therefore, they were without fear.

Eventually, the Threshold Dwellers and the Ancients discovered that they were BOTH the Darkness and the Light. Through this discovery they could release the illusion of being “only” light or “only” darkness and find the Center Point in-between the polarities. They no longer needed to either group as being different, for they were ONE with both. With the release of judgment, they gained Compassion for all life.

Since the Threshold Dwellers had unified with their fifth dimensional SELF, their bodies resonated slightly above and “out of phase” with the Council of Light. At the other extreme, the Ancients had unified with planetary body and resonated to complete Unity with our planet and our Star System. Therefore, they were also of a higher consciousness and “out of phase” with the Forces of Darkness. Because these two groups were “out of phase” with the third dimensional environment, the bodies of the Threshold Dwellers and Ancients appeared as steam to those around them. Consequently, it was difficult for the Councils of Light and Darkness to perceive their presence, much less interfere with or influence them.

The Threshold Dwellers and the Ancients knew that “time” was on their side. I, Tarmaine, was one of the first of the High Councilors of Light to realize that our path of ritual, dogma and discipline was extinct. When I left the Council and joined the Threshold Dwellers, I was greatly maligned by the Light Councilors who had been my friends for many years. On the other hand, the Threshold Dwellers completely embraced me and, in fact, facilitated my rejoining with my Divine Complement, Shaleem.


Shaleem was one of the first to leave the High Councilors of Darkness and join the Ancients. I first met Shaleem at our biannual Planetary Council Meeting. Instantly, I had had a special aversion to her, or was it an attraction? Little did I know that we were to be the first of the Councilors of Light and Councilors of Darkness to join as Divine Complements.

We discovered later that other Divine Complements who had lived in the polarities, one in Light and one in Darkness, began to find each other and merge into their true androgynous SELF, as well. It was eventually revealed that it had long been a cosmic plan for Divine Complements to incarnate in the different polarities of “light” and “dark” and to then rejoin into one Being. As the two became ONE again, their resonance raised, which contributed to raising the resonance of the entire planet. Our planet was gradually becoming more and more fifth dimensional.

Meanwhile, the Council of Light and the Council of Darkness became so disturbed by the lack of control over their Councilors that they actually began to communicate with each other. When we had our biannual Planetary Council Meeting, each side had always been strictly divided. However, the meetings were now changing. Instead of focusing on how the two groups were different, the focus was now on the problem that both groups shared. Little did these two separate groups, enemies since the dawn of our world, realize that this communication would begin a process of understanding and compassion for their enemy, the “other” Council.

There were many other members of our world besides the cetacean beings. Some of our beings looked like water snakes, eels, or even large amphibians with arms and legs. These amphibians were our less evolved race and had not developed their telekinesis. Therefore, they were still in need of limbs. Because they had not evolved as far as the snake, dolphin, and whale beings, the amphibians would be what you would consider “animals” in your society. The beings without limbs would be what you consider in your society as “human.” All of us “human-like” beings knew of the polarities of our third/fourth dimensional life, and the 3D Matrix that held it in place. We also knew that this Matrix was degrading, and our world was transforming.

Our social system was much like that of dolphins and whales. Hence, many of us have taken incarnation on your world in that form. Our society was set up in family groups called “pods.” We did not need to struggle for survival, as you often must in your world. Because of this, we lived much longer, usually several hundred of your years. Also, after several rounds of incarnation, we began to remember our other incarnations and our life “in between.” All of these factors allowed us to ascend more quickly than your world. Due to the struggle for survival on your world, there is much more fear. Fear stops people from changing, as the greatest fear is “fear of the unknown.”

We were basically a peaceful people, but the Forces of Darkness allowed us to experience the feeling of conquest and domination if we desired it (as do many on your world). However, unlike humans, we never dominated our own kind. Long before our ascension, we could travel the astral planes, morph into whatever shape we desired and conquer and/or dominate other worlds. We did so for quite some “time.” The Forces of Darkness were ever eager to “conquer,” and the Forces of Light were ever eager to “save.” Auspiciously, due to the growing number of Threshold Dwellers and Ancients, other citizens of our world had a new choice between “conquering” and “saving.” This choice was ascension. The Councils of Light and darkness could choose to stop playing the game of polarity (light/dark and saving/conquering) and join the Threshold Dwellers, the Ancients, and the others in the fifth dimension.


At first, few believed that ascension could be possible, but gradually the Collective Consciousness of our planet began to have experiences of unity-with-all-life. Collective Consciousness is different from Planetary Consciousness in that it is only the consciousness of the “human-types.” On the other hand, Planetary Consciousness is the consciousness of the planet itself and all that live on, within, or over it. Once the Collective and Planetary Consciousness began to move towards the awareness of ascension, many of our citizens lost their desire to dominate or to save. Instead, they could allow others to choose their reality just as they were choosing their ascension.

Since everyone in our society was connected to our Collective Consciousness, the “warriors” who were conquering, and the “saviors” who were saving, began to return home to see why the Collective Consciousness felt so different. When they returned, they found that the polarities of helping-or-harming were being replaced with the Unity of Unconditional Love. When the “saviors” unconditionally loved the ones they had believed they were saving, they loved the problems as well as the person. They then realized that by “healing” the problem, they had actually been amplifying it with their attention.

Consequently, their “healing and saving” transformed into “compassion and acceptance.” They could then accept that each person was choosing their problem and would have to connect with their own Higher SELF in order to correct it. The saviors then simply communed with the Higher Selves of the ones whom they were assisting, so that they could amplify the solution rather than the problem. However, then they were not the healers. They were the observers and communicators. The “conquerors” were also exposed to Unconditional Love when they returned home. With the “feel” of this love in their consciousness, they experienced such unity-with-all-life that they realized that anything they did to anyone else, they did to themselves, as well. The thrill of harming another lost its edge when they were also harmed. Thus, they lost their desire to conquer others.

Gradually, the magnetism of the third/fourth dimension was being released and the entire push/pull game of the lower dimensions began to lose all attraction. More and more of our inhabitants were becoming involved, instead, with the many wonders of the higher dimensions. As our citizens’ belief in separation began to vanish, they realized that they had no friends and no enemies. They were all ONE. As they lost their belief in limitation, all struggle, competition and judgment became unnecessary. Whatever they desired simply was, as everything was available to everyone—instantly. With no competition or possession, no one was better, and no one was worse. In fact, no one was different. They were all ONE.


Unity Consciousness, beyond light or darkness, embraces polarities as the extremes of the same spectrum. As more and more inhabitants of our planet were choosing Unity Consciousness, the Councils of Light and the Councils of Darkness could see that their power was dwindling. For the first time, these opposing Councils had much in common. They both wanted the 3D Matrix format of polarity, limitation and separation to remain. They enjoyed their power over others and would not allow this third force of unity to destroy their reality.

Meanwhile, the “Others,” the label given by the Councils for those who joined the Threshold Dwellers and the Ancients, were merging with their Divine Complements. They were having numerous fifth dimensional experiences, as well as remembering their parallel realities on other planets, galaxies and dimensions. They knew that they had chosen to incarnate in that space/time in order to assist in the ascension of their planet and of their solar system. They remembered their Mission and knew exactly what they needed to do. Since they remembered that death was an illusion they lost their fear and interacted with loving detached Compassion.

With no fear, the Councils had no means of controlling them. Even more upsetting to the Council Members, more and more of the Others began “phasing out” into the fifth dimension. Therefore, the Councils could not even see them. On the other hand, the Others could perceive the Councils, as the higher dimensions can perceive the lower, but not vice versa. The Councils became increasingly frustrated and amplified their indoctrination of the remaining third/fourth dimensional masses. Normally, our world never warred against each other, but the Councils of Light and Darkness became so desperate for control of their world that they decided to have a war against each other in order to create fear and increase polarity as the “good guys” fought the “bad guys.” They created this war in the hope that it would stop the accursed ascension process.

Of course, the Councils had known of the ensuing ascension for generations and had been doing their best to prevent it. They enjoyed their feeling of power-over and preferred that to the feeling of power-within themselves. As the war stirred up, the members of our world had to take sides. “This group is right. No, this group is right.” Meanwhile, those who had chosen the path to ascension stayed dedicated to maintaining their commitment to Detached Compassion. They could see what was really happening was that the Councilors did not want the third/fourth dimensional game to end and would do anything to keep it going.

The Threshold Dwellers and the Ancients were wise enough to realize “taking sides” would feed the 3D Matrix and lower their vibration, as well as the vibration of the planet. They were all greatly enjoying their fifth dimensional Unity Consciousness and would not risk losing it. Because of their higher consciousness, they were like “parents” standing around a sandbox while their children fought over the toys. They refused to join in the fight, or even judge the “children” who were fighting. “Children will be children,” they said. In fact, they were even able to love these fighting, struggling children.


Their love was so strong that it became a “force” that washed over the fighters. One by one, these fighters began to wonder what they were fighting for, and over. The feeling of complete love and compassion that came from an unknown source was far more attractive than the feeling of fear and righteousness that came from being the “good guys” or the “bad guys.” One by one, these fighters got tired of fighting. They wanted to know the source of this wonderful feeling of compassion. Fortunately, the members of our world had always been able to tune into the Collective Consciousness. Therefore, when they merged with the Collective to ask for the source of this feeling, their answer was, “Go inside and listen.”

And so they did. They began to close their eyes and ears to the struggle and fighting of the Councils’ war to go inside their own hearts and minds. They found that the source of this “feeling” was their own higher SELF. More and more citizens realized that merging with their SELF could make them feel better than “being right.” Furthermore, as they went inside they connected with the growing Planetary Consciousness. One of the main precepts of our Planetary Consciousness, which had been forgotten by the Councilors but protected by the Ancients, was that we would not perceive our family as our enemy. As they began remembering this precept, they dropped their weapons and left the “Councils’ war.” Soon after that, they joined the Threshold Dwellers or the Ancients to phase out beyond the domination and control of the Councilors.

Then, third/fourth dimensional symbols of power began to degrade. The symbols of the High Councilors and Lower Councilors began to look just like the clothing of the simplest citizen. The Councilors of both the Light and the Darkness used all their magic in vain to repair the “damage” to their symbols of rank, but their magic would not hold. Their world was changing and they could not stop it. Those who wanted the third/fourth dimensional reality to continue banded together. They realized that by uniting with each other they could hold onto the 3D Matrix longer. However, this unity eventually raised their consciousness in Collective and Planetary Consciousness. Then, one by one, their members “defected” to the fifth dimension.

Even the ruling ranks of the remaining Councilors began to become disillusioned with the old ways and began to wonder about “the feeling” of which the Others spoke. Then they began to go inside and listen as well. By now the Planetary Consciousness was so strong that even the Councilors began to realize the great limitations that their separation into the “right path” had caused them. They, too, merged with their Divine Complements and began to remember their other realities, other worlds, and other dimensional selves. They let go of the empty symbols of power-over-others for the true power of knowing SELF and phased out into the fifth dimension.


Eventually, the collective consciousness of the fifth dimensional awareness reached 51%. It was then that the 3D Matrix began to disintegrate. The caves of the Council of Darkness began to fill with light and the darkness invaded the chambers of the Council of Light. The walls that separated the light from the darkness, and the lower chambers from the higher chambers simply disappeared. The ceiling that had separated the beings of the fifth dimension from the beings of the third/fourth dimension vanished. The water-like substance that filled our atmosphere became infused with photons. It became less viscous and all the layers became the same. There was no separation now between the “caves of darkness” and the “threshold of light.” As everyplace and everyone became the threshold into the fifth dimension, the 3D Matrix began to disappear, blurring all polarities into the ONE.

The taste of Planetary Consciousness, Unconditional Love, and Detached Compassion was too pure, too sweet, to give up for the empty power of the third/fourth dimension. However, the remaining members of the Council of Light and the Council of Darkness, who were now banded together in a tightly knit group, would NOT change. They did not want to finish the 3D Game. They knew that their only hope was to leave the planet. Perhaps on some other world they could again experience the emotional rush of domination and power over others. They entered their astral ships in the hope of finding the glory of conquest and domination on other worlds; and they did. But of course, that is another story.

On our planet, the final toehold of the third/fourth dimension was lost when the last astral ships left the atmosphere of our planet. Then, our planet and the entire solar system of Sirius B that had been awaiting our readiness, flashed into the fifth dimension. All that was left to the perception of the lower worlds was a small dot in the night sky that sometimes warbled the movements of Sirius A.

In this manner, your planet and solar system are also ascending. Our process seemed slow to our third/fourth dimensional perceptions, but as we are now beyond time, it appears to have happened in a moment. I shall return later to tell you of the story of how Shaleem, my Divine Complement, and I merged. Little did we know that we would set an example that would gradually be followed by most of the members of our world. I will soon return to complete my story.

In Unconditional Love and Detached Compassion,



Through expressing the deepest depths and the highest heights of our emotions, and mastering them both, we are able to transmute emotion into intuition.

Shaleem’s Story

My name is Shaleem Shakara. Tarmaine and I are Divine Complements. I shall now share my tale with you, for it is appropriate that you hear of our merging and ascension from my viewpoint. From where I am now, the journey from where I was then, would be far. Tarmaine and I were worst enemies for many hundreds of years. He hated and feared the darkness in himself that I represented. In turn, I hated and feared the light in myself that he represented. But in spite of the hate, in spite of the fear, we always, always felt the spark.

When we would enter the Planetary Council Meetings, he was the only person in the room for me. I even stopped attending the meetings for a while, as I was so disturbed by the feelings that I had for him. I was a Priestess of Darkness and lived in the deepest caves that were located on the planet’s surface. He was the enemy, as he represented the light, which would distract me from my duties. The Council of Darkness knew that in order to maintain the 3D Matrix, the polarities of light and dark would have to remain separate or our planet would return to Source. Therefore, we chose to separate from light. If we had to use fear in order to maintain this separation, it was a small price to pay to continue our physical reality.

I had heard of the Ancients, but I had never met one. In fact, I thought they were a myth, until they saved my life. It was shortly after the Council Meeting in which I “ran into Tarmaine.” Twice a year, when the moons were in opposition, the Councilors of Darkness and of Light met to discuss the important issue of controlling the 3D Matrix. Although we kept it a secret from our citizens, both Councils knew the Matrix was degrading and there was not much time left before our planet would transcend into the next dimension. We were much like the Priesthood in the final days of Atlantis who, no matter what price, wished to keep themselves in power as long as possible.

We told ourselves that we kept this information from the masses to protect them and give them more time to evolve. That was, of course, a lie. We did not tell the masses the truth, as we knew that it would diminish our power. As I was saying, hundreds of years before our ascension we knew that the 3D matrix was degrading. However, since we were the ones in power over others, we were the ones who were the least likely to embrace this change. We liked our power, and we wanted things to stay the same, so that we could suck the last nectar from the flower of our success.

We were successful at domination and control 0f others. We saw no need to focus on our inner world. In fact, we did not even have an inner world. Even our Goddess Mother was external to us. It was the service of the Council of Darkness to maintain separation and limitation so that our planet could play the 3D Game longer. In fact, even the Council of Light had an external God. Their God lived up in the sky somewhere. He was so far away from them that their Counselors even believed that they could hide things from Him!

They could be very ungodly outside of their Temple, but it was acceptable as long as they were godly inside the Temple. As Counselors of Darkness and servants to our Mother Planet, we were wise enough to know that the Great Mother saw everything and was everywhere. We also believed that the Mother Planet was an enemy of the Father God and his Council of Light. Therefore, we only interacted with the Council of Light at our bi-annual Planetary Council Meetings. Other than that, the light and the dark were forever separate. Therefore, when I finally returned to the Meetings and my old feelings resurfaced as soon I saw Tarmaine, I was greatly concerned.

I didn’t know what love was, but I did recognize attraction. I was so attracted to him that I could hardly be in the same room without looking at him. When I saw him at the Meeting, I practically flew from the room. Little did I know that he had had the same reaction and had escaped in the opposite direction. However, the corridors that we escaped into were circular, and in our haste to escape, we ran directly into one another. For just a moment, or was it an eternity, we looked into each other’s eyes.

In his eyes I saw unity. Somehow, I knew that he had seen that same unity in my eyes. I excused myself before I could look at him again and returned to the Temple of Darkness in great haste. Once there, I realized that when someone, such as myself, who had known only separation and fear, unites with love, it can cause great injury. My very physical form became almost instantly dis-eased. My body temperature rose to an enormously high level, and I ached everywhere. I could not eat, rest, move, talk or think. My body was infected with the virus of light, and I could feel it spreading throughout my system. I was dying.

For days and weeks I lingered on the verge of death. I was so distraught that no one could read my mind, even though that was normal for our society. I was now separate from the one group that I had been united with, the Council of Darkness. Finally, my fellow Councilors realized that, even though the journey might kill me, they would have to take me to the cave of the Ancients to be healed. We had always been forbidden to enter their Caves. In fact, we were not even sure that anyone was really inside of them. But we had to take the chance. My sisters brought me to the Cave and left, as they knew the Ancients would not come while they were there. By this time I was hallucinating. I was outside myself, watching my small, shaking body propped against the entrance to the Cave of the Ancients, as I moved farther and farther away.

I was sure I would never return to my physical form, when suddenly in a moment of excruciating pain, I was pulled back. The Ancients had come to save me. I cannot remember what happened after that. I can only remember that I was healed. My body was healed, my mind was healed and my spirit was healed. Actually, I was transformed. My heart was open, and I could not close it again. Eventually, I went back to my old world, but found I could no longer lived there. I could not tolerate the fear. For my entire life, I had used fear like a weapon. Now it was intolerable to me.

I knew from being a High Councilor that our leaders were not ready to change. I learned that Tarmaine had “defected” to the Threshold Dwellers. Somehow, knowing that allowed me to start a new life myself. Hence, I joined the Ancients. The Ancients were peace and love incarnate. I didn’t think that I would be able to feel either the peace or the love. However, much to my surprise, I could, and it was wonderful! I studied with the Ancients for many years. During that time, more and more of our citizens joined us. It seemed that once the Ancients opened their Cave to me, it remained open to anyone who wished to enter. Because the Ancients had Planetary Consciousness, their emanation of peace and love seeped out of their now open Caves, into the body of the Great Mother, and throughout our watery atmosphere.

Eventually, I could even sense the minds of many of my former friends in the Council of Darkness yearning to join the Ancients. These Councilors wanted to change, but they were afraid. Fear had been their ruler since the beginning of our time, so it took time and effort before they could release the hold of that fear and embrace the peace. However, gradually they did, until one day, most of my friends had joined the Ancients.

Allow me now to tell you of my next meeting with Tarmaine. Much time had passed since our “accidental” meeting in the corridor. During that time, he had joined the Threshold Dwellers, and I had joined the Ancients. In order for us to do so, he had had to face his inner darkness, and I had had to face my inner light. Therefore, when we met, it was not as two polarized halves, but instead as two complete beings. Since I had released my fear and joined with my light, I had a deep sense of love. Tarmaine had joined with and balanced his inner darkness and had a profound wisdom. Therefore, our second meeting was NOT an accident.

Since the awakening of Tarmaine and myself, our telepathic connection was greatly enhanced. Even though he resided in the Threshold Temples, and I resided in the deepest caves of the Ancients, our communication was almost constant. We were somewhat like what you would call in your world, imaginary friends. Finally, we both received from our inner selves that it was time for us to meet physically in the exact middle ground of our planet’s atmosphere. I was to pull the feminine polarized energy of the Great Mother up, while he was to carry the masculine polarized energy of the Divine Father down. I was to represent “matter,” and Tarmaine was to represent “spirit,” as we consummated our Mystical Marriage of spirit-into-matter.

The Divine Father and the Great Mother were to marry and give birth to the sacred child, our new world. Since we were the first of the High Counselors to “defect” to the Threshold Dwellers and the Ancients, we were the first to perform the ceremony; as each of the Divine Complements met as one, they would also perform the same ceremony. If both Divine Complements had served in the same Temple, light or dark, one of them would choose to study in the realm of the opposite polarity so that during their eventual joining, Divine Complement with Divine Complement, they could assist in de-polarizing the planet. I say “de-polarizing,” as polarities of good/bad, male/female, light/dark, even here/there, are what keep the 3D (in our case 3D/4D) Matrix intact. Each time two Divine Complements joined in mystical marriage, the 3D Matrix of our planet degraded further.

I would like to share with you my Mystical Marriage with Tarmaine. Since we were the first to unite in such a way, there was greater energetic resistance between our two polarities. Hence, there was greater power released when our polarities merged into ONE. My journey into the middle atmospheres was very difficult, as I had only been there during the Planetary Council Meetings. These meetings did not expose me to the because our Council of Darkness had special vacuum tubes, like elevators, which maintained each Councilor’s own vibration in the “mid-world.” The Council of Light had the same devices.

Each Council believed that its way was right and did not want to taint its “purity” by exposure to the opposite polarity of the other Council. Also, both Councils had come to realize that these meetings of light and dark might have been a contributing factor to the degrading of the Matrix. Therefore, we created barriers to separate us during our meetings. However, the energy field between Tarmaine and I was so intense that we could feel each other even through the barrier.

Now, my journey to the mid-world was different, indeed, as I had studied many years with the Ancients in preparation of my Mystical Marriage. Since the beginning of our civilization, the Ancients had been the ones to protect the knowledge of the end days of transformation. In fact, that is why they had isolated themselves from the rest of our society. The Ancients, much like the Native Peoples of your planet, held the ancient secrets until the time of ascension.

The first to inhabit our planet, the Ancients would be the last to ascend. They were the “” of our planetary “ship,” and would not abandon it. They would ascend with the planet, or not at all. The Ancients taught me that, in the beginning, our world was fourth dimensional. Then our planet gradually lowered its vibration to encompass the third dimension. The Ancients contributed to this process by dividing their formerly androgynous selves into Divine Complements, two genders, and sending one of their genders into the upper atmospheres. In this way, the male/female opposite polarities could stabilize the emerging 3D Matrix.

Since Tarmaine and I were the first Divine Complements to re-join, I was incredibly nervous. I had to constantly go within to find love, so that I could calm my fear. Fortunately, the Ancients were there to give me courage, while Tarmaine’s loving call urged me toward him. I had found my light within, but I had never experienced the light of the higher worlds. The further up the atmosphere I traveled, the more I had to confront my fear of the unknown.

Without the call of Tarmaine, I don’t believe that I could have made the journey. However, when I saw Tarmaine moving towards me in the mid-world, I knew that it all had been worthwhile. I felt a deep love and understanding within me project out towards the form of Tarmaine. As he came closer and closer, I gained an ever-growing knowledge of myself. When first we touched, the world disappeared. We were again ONE. There was no ceremony, or celebration. There was only Unity, Peace and LOVE.

We left our planet completely and traveled to our Source as the one being that we had always been. It was there that we learned all that was necessary to assist our planetary ascension.


Tarmaine’s Story

I am Tarmaine, here to continue my story. My first journey into the darkness was just as terrifying as Shaleem’s journey into the light. To me the darkness was not just unknown. It was the enemy.

My fellow Councilors and I believed that the enemy was always inside of others, since we fancied ourselves as being only light. When I first met Shaleem, I felt her darkness, but the thing that attracted and repulsed me, was that I felt “her” darkness inside of “me.” How could that darkness be inside of me, the one who was ONLY light? However, that was not the most disturbing thing. The most disturbing thing was that the darkness felt exciting. It felt powerful and fun. Fun was not something with which I had much experience.

In the Temples of Light, we were SO serious. We prayed, meditated, pondered, and controlled. We controlled what we thought, what we felt, what we ate and where we went. We even controlled others. There were strict rules for everything, and it was forbidden to ever question a rule, much less break it. Luckily, we believed we were all of all light, so none of us ever considered breaking a rule. That is, we never considered getting caught breaking a rule. We Beings of light were very ruthless about our subterfuge. If we broke a rule, we made sure that no one knew about it, no matter what we had to do.

From who I am now, I look back to that mindset and see how truly dark we actually were. However, we believed that we were right. In fact, we believed that we were perfect. That belief was the first inner darkness that I had to accept. I realized that my arrogance about my light was actually my greatest darkness. Once I realized that, I could not continue the lie about my perfection. Just as Shaleem did, I went into a deep depression and great fear after meeting her. I was afraid that I, this high and mighty Councilor of Light, was not good enough for my enemy, a Councilor of Darkness.

None of us had actually met our Complements. Nonetheless, when I ran into Shaleem in that corridor, I knew that she was my Divine Complement, and I was hers. I also knew instantly that I would have to break every rule there was to be with her. After much inner conflict I knew that I could no longer be a High Councilor of Light. I realized that my life, and all that I had so vehemently stood for, was a lie; a lie that I could no longer live. Therefore, I left my life and all that I had known. I threw off my symbols of station, and without a word to anyone, I disappeared into the world outside the Temple. It was a world that I had never experienced.

I had been born in the Temple and lived there my entire life. I wanted to see the people that I had spent my life ruling. For months I hid in shadows as my hunger grew. I had never worked and had no social skills. A life of labor had always been beneath my station. Yes, I did see members of our world laboring, but I also saw them as having fun. It was the thought of having fun that drew me from my shadows. However, I knew no social conventions and offended everyone with my arrogance. When I was around, everyone stopped having fun. They didn’t seem to realize why, nor did I, but my presence made everyone get serious. Who I was had not changed just because I had taken off my robes and escaped into the night.

I was still a controlling presence that made everyone feel uncomfortable. I traveled far and wide seeking a place where I could fit, but always it was the same. When I entered a gathering, everyone stopped having fun and gradually dispersed. I was totally alone now. I could not find a place for me, and I could never return to the Temple. So, I went off into the wasteland areas of our world where none traveled and none lived. Even though we were a water world, we still had a wilderness. This area was much like your desert in that it was flat, no peaks, and no caves. But most frightening of all, the wastelands led right to the precipice of the territory of Darkness. Since I had no responsibilities, there seemed to be no time, and since everything was flat and looked the same, there appeared to be no space.

I was alone without even time or space to define my essence. There was nothing left to hide behind, or in. I only had myself, and the memory of Shaleem. I became a nomad, traveling around the wilderness in search of . My thoughts and feelings were focused on my physical survival, and on my great pain. Why did NO ONE wish to be with me? How could I have such a negative influence on everyone whom I encountered? How could they shun me? I was a High Councilor of Light. How could mere laborers turn away from my mighty presence? Of course! They were frightened by my great light, my great Power.

“How could they, so lowly in our civilization, not recognize my great LIGHT?” I shouted into the nothingness. It was then that I heard the laugh. It was NOT a happy laugh. It was a taunting one.

“Now you taunt me,” I cried indignantly. But, I realized that I was alone. There is no one here but me.

“You are never alone,” I heard inside. Was it the Collective Consciousness observing me in my sorrow?

“I AM your SELF. I AM in you, as well as beyond you,” replied the voice.

This time, it was not laughing. In fact, the voice felt compassionate and kind.

“How dare you be compassionate with me,” I yelled. “I am a High Councilor of Light. It is I who have the right to be compassionate—or not.”

“To me, you are a child,” replied the voice that I was beginning to hate.

“You taunt me, then you have compassion for me, then you judge me. How dare you be so arrogant with ME!”

“Why are you so angry at your SELF?”

“I am angry at you, not at myself.”

“But here is only you. Your arrogance has even cut you off from the Collective Consciousness.”

“How dare you call me arrogant? I am just out here trying to survive in this wasteland of nothingness. I came out here, as there was no one who would accept me, no one who could even be near me—ME—a High Councilor. Didn’t they know who I was?”

“Do you know who you are?” the voice softly whispered.

The quiet of the voice, and the truth of the words, stopped me. NO! I did not know who I was, but I knew then that I would have to find out. I had to go to the one group that accepted everyone and judged no one, the Threshold Dwellers.


The Ancients Speak

When Shaleem first came to us, she was on the verge of death. She had lived her life championing the cause of separation. Always, she had held the negative polarity of matter and third dimensional stability. When she joined with Tarmaine in the hall she was electrocuted by his positive charge of light. All the electrical circuits in her body were de-polarized in that moment of their meeting.

Tarmaine’s body did not suffer that injury, as his body was more ethereal and could absorb a brief depolarization. However, within that moment of unity, Tarmaine’s mind was opened and his thoughts were freed of limitation. He was formless, and experienced himself as pure consciousness in union with the Flow of All That Is. Henceforth, he would never again feel separate from another—even his “enemy,” and the dogma of the Council of Light was revealed to him as separatist, limited and judgmental.

However, what affected him the most was Shaleem’s opened heart. Just as Tarmaine’s mind had opened, Shaleem’s heart had opened, and she experienced a moment of pure, unconditional love. Within the moment of their meeting, they each had a fifth dimensional experience. However, since they were both still incomplete within themselves, the experience repelled them rather than united them.

Tarmaine’s opened mind had made him doubt all that he had formerly believed in, and threw him into self-doubt and confusion, while Shaleem’s opened heart made her release too much of her life force into Tarmaine. This sudden loss of life force was why she became so ill, and why she could not heal herself. In their brief meeting, their lives were changed. Together they experienced something that they could not experience apart—the fifth dimension. However, before they could stay there together, as ONE androgynous being, they would each have to find their SELF—separately.


The Threshold Dwellers Speak

When Tarmaine came to us, we were surprised to have a High Councilor of Light at our door. We knew who he was with our inner senses, but, externally, he appeared more like a peasant than a High Councilor. He had no arraignments of authority, and he looked beaten and broken. Our healers took him in at once to assist him, but his problems were not physical. He had released everything and everyone he had known. He felt totally lost. However, he seemed to have found an inner voice that none of us had yet remembered. Oh yes, and he had found Shaleem.

He believed he had lost her as well, and his inner voice constantly told him that he must find her. He found her first telepathically, inside himself. In fact, he talked to her often. Telepathic communication was not unusual in our society, but any communication between a High Councilor of Light and a High Councilor of Darkness outside of the Council Chambers was unheard of and totally forbidden.

When he first came to us, he kept to himself, but, gradually, he began to share his experiences in the wastelands and his long journey to join us. He had lived among the masses for years and released all sense of superiority and arrogance that all the other Councilors had. He did not try to lead us, but his essence was one of leadership and assurance. We sought him out for guidance, and yes, for comfort. He knew of darkness and pain, as he had gone into the depths of himself and had found him SELF.

One day, much to our distain, he told us he was leaving. He had shared all he had to give and must join with his Divine Complement, Shaleem. Tarmaine had spoken quite a bit about Divine Complements. With much patience, he finally convinced us that everyone had an opposite polarity, an opposite gender. He told us that, eventually, we would all merge with our Divine Complement and become our true androgynous, fifth dimensional SELF.

Then, one morning, he was gone. He left without a word and without any ceremony. He had gone to his wedding, his Mystical Marriage. We connected with him via our Collective Consciousness in order to support him in his “Joining.” We could feel that his journey to the mid-world was no longer a challenge for him. He was lowering his vibration, as Shaleem was raising hers. As he approached Shaleem, we saw her through his eyes, and we felt their great love through his heart. When at last they touched, there was a burst of light, and they were both gone.

Just as Tarmaine had said,
They had Joined and gone into the fifth dimension—as ONE.


The Path between is hard to see
The One within is hard to BE

To BE the Darkness and the Light
Expands the hearing, hones the sight

The sight of ALL that does abound
Beyond the world of light and sound

The sound has trapped the Light within
Veils of Illusion—oh so thin

Illusions now, they slip away
Preparing for another way

There is a way that’s in-between
All we’ve heard and what we’ve seen

Beyond the Dark, inside the Light
There is no wrong. There is no right.

Compassion comes from finding how
To love the ALL, inside the NOW

Tomorrow may no longer be
And from the past, we now are free

Oh my ONE, take me inside
So in the TRUTH, I can abide

When judgment lies down with my pride
I feel that I must take a side

The side I take is down the Center
Into my SELF, I wish to enter

I enter NOW. I do not wait
As I am sure it is my fate

The fate that I, myself, have made
As I walk the Path that I have laid

I AM Kepier

We speak to you from the Starship Athena. We are readying ourselves for our first official visit with your reality. We speak to you from our fifth dimensional resonance. Hence, I use the plural term of we. Because we resonate beyond time, our visitation has already occurred. It is for this reason that we KNOW that we will meet you soon. “Soon,” is a term we often use when speaking with our time-bound ones to reassure them of ensuing events. However, your experience of any given event of which we speak, depends not on time, but on your frequency of consciousness. In other words, when your frequency of consciousness resonates to the fifth dimension, you will be able to perceive and experience our meeting.

Do not be concerned if each of you experience these meetings in a somewhat different way, as you are still holding your physical, individual forms. Because of this, you will each have your perceptions influenced by the thought-forms and emotions that are embedded within your earth vessel. This situation is by design. You all entered the experiment of life in a polarized reality to experience the many different individual expressions of the ONE. It is this individuality that you will donate to the ONE on your ascension into the reality of Unity.

We wish to share more about your transition with you. You see now how your earth vessel is changing more each day. Also, the news of our First Contact is becoming more and more commonplace. As we have told you, our First Contact with our grounded ones will be inside your consciousness rather than within your external, physical reality. We begin our contact in this manner to remind you that the Path to Ascension is not above you but within you. Therefore, to speak to you inside your heart and mind, you seek our communications by tuning, not into the third dimensional news, but into your own Inner Truth.

To find this inner truth, tune into your innate Multidimensional Consciousness to which you have been awakening. Then, because of the blissful feelings and bodily sensations that accompany our communications, your rational mind can more easily accept this inter-dimensional communication. Yes, it is the expansion of your consciousness that is our primary goal in preparation of our “landing.”

Again, we wish to remind you that it is your state of consciousness that will allow you to experience this landing, not the place in which you may be or the time that you should be there. Once you connect your consciousness to ours, or to any member of our Galactic Fleet, you will be on our “email list.” In other words, once your consciousness is united with ours, you will Know how you are to participate within this great transformational moment of First Contact.

We say First Contact because it has become a well-known term. However, there are many of our grounded ones of all our Galactic and Celestial Families that have experienced and are currently experiencing contact with us. Many of you have known us by a name that was already in your vocabulary as some form of deity. You chose these names for us because the feelings of bliss that our communications evoked in you were much like your feelings during meditation and prayer.

We wish to remind you again, that we are not deities in any manner. In fact, we are YOU in a higher frequency. The bliss that you experience is the unconditional love that has always been latent within your own earth vessel. This unconditional love reunites us with our grounded ones and can only be activated by a higher state of consciousness. The component of this Unity with which our grounded ones have the most difficulty, is the understanding that this unconditional love is best activated when you can love yourself unconditionally.

Fortunately, through communing with us, usually through what you would call meditation, you can feel our unconditional love entering your awareness. Since love given unconditionally is a rare experience in your dimension, you may need to first experience it from what initially appears to be a separate source. One of the most important things that we wish to relay to you today is that WE are NOT separate from our grounded ones.

We are ONE! It is within that ONE that you shall ascend. To prepare our grounded ones for our impending unity of consciousness of personal and planetary ascension, I, Kepier, will send you communications via your :

Preparing for Ascension
Releasing Time and Space