Sunday, October 23, 2011

All that I have waited for through the and the strife,
Can it be that it is possible that I will find it in THIS life?

Somehow I never gave up, though I came right to the edge,
Can it be that NOW I’ll find that I’m waiting on the ledge?

It is here that I wait patiently, my hand upon my .
Can it be, at last, I found the life I’ve searched for from the start?

Memories before me of a place I’ve never left,
And at the loss of being there, my feelings are bereft.

All that I remember that I’ve wanted in this life,
Was to find a peace within me and the ending of all strife.

I remember who I AM now and no longer need to suffer.
I know the ME I AM inside, and release my final buffer.

I release all the behaviors I created to protect me.
I no longer need hide in them now that my Soul is free.

I’m alone without my armor, alone without my pain,
Alone without my memories of all that I “should” gain.

I no longer care for “gaining” or making myself strong.
Instead, I go inside my deepest SELF, who’s been there all along.

The that I have cried for is knocking at my door.
I release what I have “worked for,” I don’t want it anymore.

I accept the life that’s dawning and see it in my heart.
It is the ME that I’ve so missed, who’s been there from the start.

As I awaken to this dawning and come back into the whole,
I see how work and mundane life has pulled me from my Soul.

I feel I’m almost back now, and my visions show the Way.
I’m oh so close and yet so far from living that great day.

I forgive the ME who I became in the darkness of that night.
I embrace the ME, the one who cried in and fright.

The within will show me how to find my way back Home.
The child within will find a smile when I’m feeling so alone.

The child who lives inside my , remembers when I came here.
I came to help dear Gaia, hurt by anger, greed and fear

I came here once to do a job, which I hope is almost finished.
A child of , I came to help my Mother, so diminished.

She’s almost back into Her SELF and thanks me from Her heart.
“Come with me NOW,” I hear Her say, “For, of ME you are a part!”

I feel Her love embrace me, as I listen to Her voice.
I know I will go with Her. I KNOW that is my choice

For, oh so many lifetimes I’ve visited this Earth,
And now I’m ready from my Core to welcome OUR rebirth.

I speak for all the brave Ones who answered Gaia’s call,
As she asks us now to join Her, the request is !

Together, we return to that which is our Home,
And from that point of love and light, the Universe we’ll roam!