By Lisa Gawlas
There was nothing “usual” about yesterday (Jan. 23rd, 2012)… The energy of this particular new moon was like nothing I have ever experienced before. It felt much more like a whole New Day, a whole New Energy flooding the earth than ever before. So much so I decided to start my day with a meditation instead of a blog. But of course, there was an external catalyst for this deep inner desire. I received the first meditation experience from my first student. I have always said my greatest teachers are my students… today I just want to underline that and place an exclamation point at the end!
His meditation experiences were almost identical to the nooks and crannies I have discovered along the way in my own meditations. It was like ax explosion of remembrance within me. In a single email, he truly helped me remember what on earth I am doing right now (smile.) …well with a lot of help from those who align within me in meditation.
It was really his last line of experience that prompted me into meditation. He meet his first guide and he didn’t have that loving vibe we expect (smile…first rule… no expectations.) But it also reminded me so much of one of my three teachers from the Pleiades, Alphronzu. He was a bugger. No humor, quite serious all the time. He was/is a Commadere (his title) of the Beamship from the Pleiades. And yet, I had no flipping clue what he was doing with me… until yesterday. I never recognized his teachings, his deep inner awakenings within myself until I took a bath in the light of the New Moon.
As soon as I got into the bath, my three Pleiadian teachers/friends were peeking in thru the fabric of time… all together. I haven’t had that in close to a decade. I was excited!! Let me introduce them to you, as they all live quite vividly within me.
Franklyn: He taught in real time about unconditional Love and non-judgement. His energy so gentle and soothing even as he was redirecting me every-time I was in judgement and conditional/expectant love thru my day (which was a lot for a long time.) He also partnered with Sananda when it came time for me to really learn energy as it relates to the physical construct we call body and mind.
Anhorah: She is a bio-chemical engineer on the Pleiades and really helped me to work with energy as it changes the chemical make up of the body. Each meditation exercise that I give is very specifically designed to work within the chemical makeup of the human (who knew? lol) Anytime a person has a complete energy change within, I see it. I may not understand the science, but I do the Light!
Alphronzu: He always boggled my mind. I never knew what his gig was with me, but he was always there. It is only yesterday to I get his fullness. He taught me how to navigate. To trust my own inner compass and move with it. He says now, he only seemed serious, because this is serious business. When you must make a sharp right or left on your path, you must move instantly without delay, or we take ourselves into fields we really didn’t have to experience. A collision of experience (so to speak… been there, did that… ouchies.)
So here they are, all peering at me from my shower head in my bath. Of course, I thought about my three ET friends… so I hadda ask, you coming for a real visit? Gotta love non-answers… I just get smiles. Sheez!!
But what I understood… so clearly…. was their teachings were integral upon my path of Self Empowerment. They came only long enough to steer the way and then I had to fully and completely become “that” as part of mySelf. It’s not an external journey but an internal fusion. I really became clear in what my classes are (I really had no idea until yesterday). I can teach you to read words/light… but what does it matter if you don’t understand the story taking place. We have gotten to here in separate compartments… spirit and human. The only thing that matters… AT ALL… is that there is a whole and complete fusion of spirit and human, giving full birth to the Human Soul.
It is not enough that you understand unconditional love you must BE it. And I have got to share a word that my catalyst of yesterday heard from his (serious) teacher guide. IMPECCABILITY. Everything in me thought about the teachings of Don Juan (via Carlos Casteneda) and the excerpt I am going to share was taking from this wonderful webpage: http://alignment2012.com/warrior.html
Impeccability begins with a single act that has to be deliberate, precise and sustained. If that act is repeated long enough, one acquires a sense of unbending intent which can be applied to anything else. If that is accomplished the road is clear. One thing will lead to another until the warrior realizes his full potential.The self-confidence of the warrior is not the self-confidence of the average man. The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of the onlooker and calls that self-confidence. The warrior seeks impeccability in his own eyes and calls that humbleness. The average man is hooked to his fellow men, while the warrior is hooked only to infinity.
The self-confidence of the warrior is not the self-confidence of the average man. The average man seeks certainty in the eyes of the onlooker and calls that self-confidence. The warrior seeks impeccability in his own eyes and calls that humbleness. The average man is hooked to his fellow men, while the warrior is hooked only to infinity.
All of this information flowing into me at the speed of light and I remembered, quite vividly my culmination of experiences in my medicine wheel on the mountainside of Vermont. Naked, exposed, open. A moment that changed my life forever. A journey of lifetimes culminating into a single moment of time. Where masculine and feminine, above and below met the center place of me. All must become One… otherwise it is a fragment of great potential.
And then my three Pleiadian friends merged into the most amazing energy. It reminded me so much of the cycle of life. They flowed into me, me into you, you into them, them back into me… there was no break, no seperation at all.
In that moment, I felt like for the first time in all this life, I woke up. Really woke up and felt the clarity to my core. Alive. REALly Alive!
And then I had for a moment thought about mother…. gaia. Instantly I was in the core of the earth looking at her holding her new baby. Her baby was the ugliest little thing I had ever seen. It’s face was like an old man… red skin, huge ears… wrinkled face… but man the love she felt for it, that I felt for it. Amazing. She held this new born at her heart, she truly gave birth to her son… the SUN. The masculine forever embedded within the feminine. The love child of sun and earth. And as she poured information into my soul, I became vividly aware of the three aspects of love. One without any of the others is a world incomplete. Male-Male (Gemini) ~ Female – Female (Pisces) ~ Male – Female (Libra)…. her association… not mine. I will write about the fullness of all this, when I am ready. I am still swimming in the breadth of understanding it all.
In the energy of the New Moon, the sun was equally playing joyfully with the new creation (all of us) as he spit flares, CME’s like a proud loving daddy. And the child within sang danced with glee all day! It felt (within me) like a Merry Chirst-Mass / Happy New Year all in one bath!
I raise my glass in toast to the Christ Year that we birthed together – forever!!
To all the seeds of my heart (each of you)… I love you and honor you sooo much. Thank you for Being!!